Back here, blogging once again. Random rantings yeah. No one comes here anyway, even more so after I changed my address hmm.. My very own private ranting space, only to be shown to people whom I care or something one day perhaps? Hmm..

I'm just a simple, neighbourhood guy with a normal family that loves me and friends beside me. There are many things I would like to do/be. But however cant.

I got random urges to put tats at times, ok fuck pause, my dad's cough just made me spill water on my bed. Fml damn disgusting urgh..

So yeah, other than putting tats sometimes I wish I was like another person, like person someone better looking, richer, better dressed, more humorous and stuff like that. Things that a girl might want to look for in a guy, sadly, I am not any of those things described aboved.

I wear singlets to school, I sing at the top of my voice at places that I shouldn't, I do retarded stuff, I crack lame jokes that only makes myself laugh, I am perhaps rather carefree as one might describe. Hmm, funny how if I see someone like that I would likely not be friends with such a person, as in, if I did meet myself in real life, I wonder if I would click with me?

I've become rather judgemental nowadays as if I'm hot stuff or something. Its nothing like that, I guess I just start to look down on people nowadays despite the low standards I carry myself. I'm becoming ugly inside huh.. Hopefully this will all be a phase.

Whatever happened to becoming stronger and a better person to protect the weaker ones? Power = corruption? (Not saying that I have any perhaps in this context I refer power to self-confidence at times?)

I'm a confused, sad little boy ain't I?