Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Smooth Sailing

Sigh.. I'm about to ord in 31 days and I'm getting frickin impatient.

Came to camp and I started to get bombarded with "responsibilities" once more. Gotta go for several medical checkups, left my slippers and my syringe for wisdom tooth back home, my friends aren't in camp, gotta return some lost items with my own money and the worst part is I still haven't got my 11b done.

Sigh.. I guess it's all the small things that add up that makes staying at Gedong so un-fucking-bearable huh.. Thank god I still have 3 days off. Gotta learn to ration those out evenly though..

This army journey of mine might be coming to an end but I know there's only so much more to come. I am stronger than this. But all this retarded obstacles are just so fucking irritating man dammit!!

Gotta remember to go do my ord survey soon too sigh.. And meet with lam soon to finalise jiu's wedding montage.

It's so frustrating that as a guy in this day and age, we are not allowed to be vulnerable or show any signs of that. Well, baby steps I suppose.
Holy shit I get really red when i'm drunk huh.