This wednesday

Is when the HR manager from tnt said she will get back to me at. Kimberlyn offered me a sales position at her insurance company, which is a good thought although I don't know if selling insurance would be my interest or forte. Right now what I want more is to have my interview set up quickly if possible and really begin my working life.

Urgh.. so many things I wanna do but don't have the money to right now 😣

Last year was pretty great. I really hope this year will be better :)

When I get a job..

I'm gonna spend my first paycheck on good food, and take my girlfriend out for a good meal :) it's not like I'm not taking her out for "good" meals now. But when I say a good meal, I mean a really good one hahaha.

Spent another day playing citadels with nicol and yingchuan. I guess it's a day well spent since its unlikely that times like these will go on forever? Guess I just gotta be a little more optimistic and treasure what I have right now. Time. :)

Wonder when I'll see this bunch again. Sigh if only they didn't drink so much. 

So HR got back to me

And informed me that she will arrange another interview with me after some profiling. I don't really know what profiling means but it's fine :)

Shermane told me that I should try to do something productive while I'm still unemployed. But I really don't know what is there to do. So I'm just making the most of my time to hang out with my friends while I have the luxury to.

I really hope I don't lose my morale should my application at TNT fail again. Job hunting is seriously mentally exhausting.

So Shermane drew a really sketchy version of me, so cute!!

Weary and impatient

Ok so I'm still unemployed, and currently waiting for tnt's HR manager to get back to me about a job offer a their quotes desk executive (nicol's previous position). I really hope I get this job man. Getting your hopes up interview after interview really wears down your morale. There is so much I want to accomplish. But I need a job first.

I guess I shouldn't have been so picky in the first place huh. I was always afraid of getting a "bad deal" and losing out on future job prospects later on that I never really put my all into the first few jobs that I applied for. Guess my attitude's gotta change now that I'm desperate asf.

Hang in there a little more mum. Your useless son will get himself a job soon. 

Re: Zero

So I recently read this manga called re: zero where the protagonist would "respawn" to a certain point in his timeline whenever he died. Which got me thinking, what would happen to me if I went back to a certain point in time and retained all my current memories?

It'd most likely be really chaotic seeing that the people I haven't made friends with I'll already have known their stories. It'd also be tempting for me to try out methods I did not try back then, which could work out for better or worse. Imagine me going back to army and telling Justin that we are going to be good friends in the future, gee thatd be hella weird and it probably wont come true then.

Anyway we are one year and two days old! Hurray!!