Saturday, September 19, 2009

You kept me guessing and now i'm destined to spend my time missing you~

Forget the title, its from a song.

Hi peeps~ Been long since i last properly posted huh hahaha..

Life's been good as always, hanging out with friends, lots more freedom after quitting my job. =) Feel kinda bad for bastarding those people at Tajimaya though.. Can be such an fucked up asshole at times I know hahaha..

Been having Poisionapple for breakfast, lunch and dinner in mafia wars. I know who he really is in real life though.. Doesnt matter, hes still my food. =D

Jack's chalet coming up soon, YongJie's birthday coming up soon.. Fun fun fun~~

Finally met up with Mel Ben Loke and Val again after donkey months. Didnt manage to find my smiley faced cap in the end.. Argh.. Gonna have to cut my hair soon.. The current hairstyle now is shit. Tml going to church with Sean and ChoonWei mans! Finally after so damn long!

Until next time my invisible readers!
We're gonna make it i swear~
~237

ADP from the future here! Instead of a photo from the future today I'm posting a video taken during my 22nd birthday! :) looking back at my old posts, I realized that my memory is really getting worse, which is why it's all the more important for me to record things down whenever possible haha! I still see Sean and Cw in sim from time to time now and everyone's doing fine! Okay peace out! (ADP, 12:06am, 10/09/2025)

Sunday, September 13, 2009

128th post

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Name: Ang Dun Ping
Date: 9/12/2009
Colorgenics Number: 12456037


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You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

ADP from there future here! Omfg what an ugly goatee I have :( anws what the fuck is Colorgenics anyway? I actually came here to procrastinate from studying for my macro exam which is 25hrs away. This post though, some parts really so resonate with what I'm going through right now but a part of me feels that this is just another ambiguous "prediction" that websites normally issue out and I think I'm probably right? They're right about me loving peaceful enrivoments although deep down I know that peace is the bane of progress; or at least contentment is. Which is sad because progress is what I need right now, and to do that I cannot have a peace of mind until I get some results (or in this case survive till the end of examinations). Does that make sense? Sorry if it doesn't cos I haven't had sleep in awhile and i'm actually trying to readjust my body clock hahaha! I'm also not a lone wolf kinda person but what the hell, people disappoint. It's really better sometimes to be on your own, unless you get really strong then in which case go for it because you'll be able to encompass their errs n shit. Anyway enough babbling I need some sleep before I fry my own brain. (ADP, 25/10/15, 8:37am)