Happiness

I think the younger I was, the happier I was.

Growing up sucks.

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From: Random blog post in like september 2008?

I want to get stronger.

Yes I do.

I want to get stronger in every aspect. I want to get more knowledgeble, I want to emphatise with people more. I want to become stronger in every every aspect you can ever think of. =)

I want to be stronger so that I can protect my friends, my families and my beloved. I am not lying. Something has happened today that has made me really make up my mind. I want to become stronger. So I can solve problems before it even begins. I can cheer up a person even when all hope seems lost. I want people to be without worries when they are with me. Or even better still, when they know that they have a friend like me. I want to become stronger. I really do.


Wow I was awesome back then huh?

Adp from the future here! God I'm so unphotogenic :( When I look back at posts like this I'd like that think that I did get somewhere stronger? Haha but it's definitely not enough.. Let's hope the future only gets better from here on out yea? (ADP 2/7/16, 3:22am)

CNY Day 2

Today's CNY Day 2, a day which is supposedly a day whereby people come to each other's houses, gamble, get angbao and socialise and create bonds.

Perhaps I've been having too much fun during CNY's eve and CNY's day one that I'm stuck at home currently with a tight wad of cash with nothing to spend on until either..

1) James comes back for visiting his godma and meets Yingchuan.
2) Nicol wakes up.
3) My Cousins come back from whereever they are.

Being alone sometimes at home isnt really all that bad, for example, it allows me to look back at my old photos and start to think back on the good old days like when I was year one.. When I was in Secondary School.. Or even when I was just in Primary School.


I've recently uploaded a few pictures on facebook from my old phone, not cos I wanna show anyone actually, but because I know that if I dont preserve these pictures somemore more "permanent" than my phone, these memories would be lost then moment I change my phone into something that doesn't use a Sony Ericsson's Memory Card anymore. However, looking back on those days, I realised that you can do ALOT of things within 18 years of your life! Like example.. Taking up Taekwondo in two different places. (I'm just saying, its a small small part in mylife only.), Going to learn Muay Thai, learning the piano blah blah blah..

What I mean is that I dont even do those things usually in my life but now that I think about it, WOW! I've done quite a few things in my life huh? So much so that I forget most of my stunts pulled during secondary school that from time to time my friend would talk about it and I would be like "OH YEAH! I REMEMBER THAT AWESOME SHIT!".

Well.. What i'm trying to say is that being alone sometimes helps you think! (And in bad cases, overthink.) And thinking is never bad as you get a better understanding on things, note that I said think and not ASSUME.

Ok, until next time! Wonder what I'll be doing now since Its already 4.13 and no one has called me yet hais... :(