Job hunting

So it turns out yongjies company is going through some troubles right when he was about to hire me. I don't know if I should believe him or not but the fact doesn't change that I'll have to start to look for greener pastures, or maybe just a regular pasture if there is even one..

Came up with a few alternatives although some of them proved to be pretty unrealistic after awhile. I can only hope I can find a job asap. I'm already 25 :(

At least I'll have new clothes for cny :/

Starting work at 6pm.. I think.

So, today marks the first day at work for Mr. Ang Dun Ping, supposedly. It's gonna last from 6pm-6am so yeah I guess it's something like an initiation? I'm pretty nervous, what if Roger (yongjie's OM) doesn't call me? Will I be stuck at home for another day, unpaid?

Let's hope it doesn't come down to that. Shermane is sick as well and she still has to go to school.. poor girl :(

I really hope I get to begin my first day of work today. Who cares if it's a 12 hour shift I just wanna get some shit done man.

Welp, life's not all bad when you still have pals around you amirite? :)

Am I getting played?

I've had so many friends advising me to find more jobs on the side in case my deal with my current potential company doesn't work out. It doesn't feel that right, my contract has been delayed time and again. My work week pushed back by two weeks, everything feels weird. I'm not used to having people go back on their words so many times.

Saturday shall be the last chance I can give, if I still cannot get what I am supposed to receive on the 4th of January, I'll have to go find my own jobs.

Keeping your word has always meant quite a huge deal to me, and I can only act on good faith so many times.

Kinda miss playing exploding kittens urgh.

Why can't hurry the fuck up be a virtue?

With the new year and me officially graduating from school. There are many uncertainties I face only at the start of this year. Granted that most of them might be just be due to my impatience, I feel that maybe sometimes I'm expecting/relying on others a little too much.

However, no man is an island yea? There are just some matters that I am unable to take into my own hands at times, and I'm sure there will be more too come. Waiting has always been especially sucky for someone as impatient as me, which was why army was one of the shittiest times I've ever had. I guess I'll just have to remind myself of the lessons I've learnt there and stay frosty.

Ah. I really miss the good old days during my poly times man. Life was goodddd.

On a totally unrelated note, my twitter is filled with tons and tons of people whining about different stuff. It's kinda annoying but it's how twitter is I guess? A place for peeps to air their grievances, show off the things they have/places they've been to or make some kinda joke in an attempt to be funny. Guess I'm no different ranting here though.

Guess I'm super lucky to have this irritant accompany me from last year till now though, Shermane. I am really thankful that you sometimes alert me to things I am to blind to see. We will grow together okay? :) Thanks for bearing with my long list of imperfections. I love you <3 p="">

2017

There new year started out pretty good! Spent it at kukup with gf and my poly schoolmates, and I'm going to probably meet yongjie when I wake up although he hasn't given me a date yet.

My parents are really getting old though. Mum would rant about the smallest things and my dad would wake up in the middle of the night to make noise about me still being up. It's pretty annoying. But at least now I get to earn my own keep starting this year! God please give me strength.

So glad I got to spend my birthday and new years with you honeybee. Let's go hunt for more nice food this year! 😅