I made Shaz addicted to hearthstone wahahah!!

I hope he doesn't stop halfway though! Meeting him later for more awesome hearthstone fun wahaha! I'm left with around 3 hours at work and I'm not sure how I'm going to spend them. I am still kinda tempted to prepurchase witchwood at this point? But idk man.

Posting a pic of my dad today cos i love him.

Thailand Bound

Will be heading to BKK in three days, im pretty stoked for it man! There's so much plans after I leave my company that I'm actually looking forward to my unemployment more than anything now hahah. A little sad that Shermane is too busy to assist me with the initial phases of my project though, she was initially excited about this, which in turn gets me excited for it, and then lose steam midway. Can't really blame her though, she's busy and her com lags when shes helping me with this.

On a side note, I kinda regret asking Salamah to go tapao food with me because I'm already feeling hungry now hahaha. 

Feeling kinda angst.

30 mins to knockoff

I think we live in a world where no one likes to see others succeeding, and yet when they do suceed and exceed expectations, the people who once scoffed at you all come back to try to bask in your limelight.

What a wack ass world we live in. (Btw im nt talking about myself ah the above is just my observation)

Wow i wonder where I left my addidog shirt at hahaha!

Should i buy witchwood?

I still have some time to consider before purchasing the witchwood expansion since not all the cards have been revealed yet. But whoa. The promotion this time around is really pretty valuable! It'll probably keep me busy for awhile since I'll be unemployed soon, somehow im looking forward to that too hahaha!!

Back in taiwan, my dad actually brought us back to his old uni for a tour, the pic above is him with the tomb of the first principal of the university or something. Pretty cool stuff. :)

Existentialism?

I think one of my biggest fear is to be forgotten before I'm even gone. It feels like this feeling of being invisible is quite commonplace in society nowadays, where everyone doesn't care much about anyone else, and we are all just stuck in the loop of waking up, going to work, and sleeping. And occasionally have some beer to make ourselves feel like we at least have "plans" outside of work. It feels pretty sad eh?

I am pretty blessed to have loving parents who communicate with us frequently though. :)

Freedom soon?

I'm left with 7.5 days of work left before I heard to bangkok and dive into either unemployment or my new job after. To be frank, either is fine. A meme i saw today made me realize that we are all stuck in some sort of loop every single day, and that's fine for the most part, but i guess I am a little tired of the same thing that im going through daily now so yeah. Great time for some slight changes.

Feeling pretty refreshed after hanging out with Shermane yesterday though!

Shit this post is kinda similar to the previous one.

I remember when I was young (I think i was actually 12-13) I used to love this show on kids central called Mask Rider Ryuki. My cousins and I who lived next door used to make "weapons" out of paper emulating those in the show and we would play them outside our houses. It was fun, it was kinda lame, but fun.

I woke up today feeling kinda shitty prolly due to a combination of my lack of ample sleep and from the fine I received from the NEA. Its on days like this that make me reminisce on the good old days before I had responsibilities, or better yet, before I started smoking.

Shermane will be so happy if I quit successfully too.

I don't wanna grow up

I realized that when you're feeling weak/down, it's often more advisable to just keep shit to yourself rather than rant to your friends and risk losing their respect. I think for a long time now I've been letting myself get lazier and lazier, and that is slowly taking over certain aspects of my life. It's time to buck up man!

Although at the same time I am kinda embracing whatever comes at me in the near future, even if its unemployment. Maybe that might be actually a better outcome than constantly droning without purpose. Maybe this is what life is, purposeless unless you make something out of it.

Don't wna let my parents down although at the same time I feel slightly annoyed whenever they ask me about my employment progress. Because I know most of the time my interviews are going to fail and there's rly no point updating unless I actually secure the job.

Vacation

I feel like I'm on a mental vacation right now, happily not doing much shit everyday and watch the world move by me. In some ways I kinda like it and dread any new job prospects that might come way, although I guess we all need to grow eventually. Just didn't think it would be this soon hahaha!!

I have a great mum

One-track mind

I realise when I'm working, i have a fairly one-tracked mind despite being fairly easily "bored" of what I do. What this means is that i'd get on one task and focus the hell out of it UNTIL i get bored enough of it I'd choose to distract myself by texting or chatting with my colleagues but midway through that I get bored of that activity and try to return to work. But normally at this point, my mind is kinda everywhere already, half of it is stuck thinking about the conversation while the other half is trying to complete task with as little distractions as possible. It really kinda sucks hahaha

Being a student was kinda fun

Epiphany level: Common Sense?

As I was having my usual morning smoke while browsing twitter, kinds dreading mondays, I suddenly came to this tiny epiphany that no matter whether you're a celebrity, an office worker, or an old man, you'll still most likely wake up everyday and dread something. This logic might be kinda flawed but I believe that everyone probably has something that they dislike waking up to. For employees like me it's probably waking up unnaturally while for old people maybe they dread something else like loneliness idk.

Ok this post is pretty retarded now that I think about it. Bye lol.

Meeting the peeps on the 24th wohoo!!

Hate it when i realize I'm using my data in a wifi area

Its finally fucking friday!! The week didnt seem to pass as fast as I hoped for it to be. Gonna be going for my 6th RT on next monday too. Kinda nervous about my employment matters as well man urgh..

Buf yknow what, let's just fuck it and go to Thailand on march ba. Don't wanna care so much anyore. I kinda despise my company's HR.

Meeting my girlfriend for lunch later. I keep hanging with her this week hehe love it!

I wish i had geekier friends

Gonna play saboteur tonight with pock pin and Shermane!!

Sometimes I wished more of my friends played online games yknow? Like especially nowadays when pp's friends are too fixated with BDO then there's no one to play dota minigames anymore urgh.

Just had lunch with my mum just now. Salted egg chicken rice is damn nice la!