Friends who are hard to please

I am 77% sure I have a friend who is secretly hard to please. Sometimes, I take pity on him and because he's a good friend, I go the extra mile from him, but what I get back in return are complaints and sometimes snarky remarks as if he thinks he can do better. I try not to be the kinda guy that's averse to inputs and opinions from my friends but I think I really disagree what whatever he has to say.

Maybe my friend is wrong, maybe he isnt "better" at maintaining relationships than I am, he just thinks he is because the people around him tolerate certain stuff about him. Maybe, this is why he is where he's at, feeling bitter about the world and feeling good about blaming shit like "looks" and stuff.

Although I might be less "empathetic" to people's whims and shit, I think i have pretty decent friends and they stick around long enough. I think it's time I stopped trying to hard, probably just gonna do that "You-ask-me-out-then-I-see-how" style alr uh.

To think I actually bothered to consider him as my best man, nah bro, I don't need no best man on my wedding. It's easier that way too.

First pic I took with my new phone. Holy fek I'm fat at help.

I think I'm a villian

I think I'm a villian. The kind that thinks really badly of the world as it is "ugly" and "cruel" just to justify my own ugliness and selfishness towards others. Time and time again ive been offered assistance and grace by my friends. And although I'm grateful, I feel like I have taken the things around me for granted. Today I spent half the day traveling from office to Lucky Plaza to Chinatown just to find money changers for upcoming shoot. After getting rejected by multiple money changers as they were too shy or unwilling (or maybe my pitch is bad), Greg finally found a dude who was willing.

I was through the experience that I learnt today from asking friends online for contacts that I realize that the people around me really truly very very kind, and are always willing to lend a helping hand. I think I should strive to be a better person.

Today I accidentally ran over my cat tail with my office chair but catcat is very forgiving so that's nice.