Sunday, December 20, 2020

December update

 Life has been pretty good lately, sweet home (a webcomic that I read online) is available on Netflix so that's pretty great.


Apart from that, I think I need to work on myself more. In every aspect. 


I'm sleepy now. Goodnight world!


Catcat, I miss you so, thanks for being brave and always loving us.


Friday, April 3, 2020

Bad first quarter.


I'm tired, my office cat is dying. Covid isn't getting any better and everyone in the office is busy n stressed as fuck and i don't have enough time to spend with my family n friends. Im coughing up blood in the morning (prolly not covid) at times. Maybe this is how my story frickin ends.

Well, even if it ends, its probably not gonna be significant anyway. Ive long made my peace with that.

I just want to sleep for a long time and not wake up for a while. But i gotta hold on for a little while longer, at least for now.

Peace out homos. I miss being young n stupid n brave.


Sunday, March 15, 2020

I love animals more now

Through my employment at Monster Image i realize I've learnt how to love animals a lot more now, which is a great thing. The sucky thing is now whenever i come across a sad post about animal cruelty and similar content, i can literally feel my heart aching.

It sucks to feel stuff.

Monday, March 9, 2020

Damn no mood la

Slept at a pretty regular hour as usual but i woke up dreading to go work. Perhaps its because of the countless amount of stuff i gotta finish up with today like emailed several flights to either cancel/reschedule them, maybe film a new ad, and edit some podcasts. I find myself just sitting at the toilet, not wishing to move. Damn i rly need to go get ready soon before I'm late.

I think i need a few days away from work, i love my job, nothing really went wrong there, but I just want to rest. Fuck this covid-19.

Finally done with uploading almost all of the nonsense vids from my phone here ahah!

Tuesday, February 25, 2020

Strange recurring dream

I realize everytime i sleep  fortoo long, i'd have this really strange recurring dream where I had to go back to my old secondary school to study for maths to pass my O levels because i somehow failed it a long time ago and there was a system error that gave me a wrong grade, rendering my diploma and degree invalid until i pass it. It was on every Thursday and on days when i do find time to go back to school, I'd meet my old friends Melvin and Muzakir, and maybe even Alicia at times. I would at times climb through a gate because i was late. It's so goddamn bizzare i feel like every week this dream happens at least once and I always get stressed out about it in my dreams cos I couldn't make time for school. Silly dream eh? Wonder wtf it means.

Work has finally slowed down recently, although there are some impending crisis that are out of my hands. I pray that everything goes well this month. Its been a little draining to say the least.

Friday, February 21, 2020

First breathe

Suddenly having little work waiting for me after months of slogging feels a little odd. I guess its a breathe of fresh air but i find myself sitting in the toilet blogging away for abit. Its a friday and i have no plans after work but somehow i find that more of a relief. Hope that coronavirus goes away soon man. I don't want it to ruin my korea travelling plans. There's no deaths in Singapore as of now but i know for sure people are gonna go nuts once someone dies. Ah well..



Sunday, February 2, 2020

Random flashback

As I alighted from Redhill to head to the office as usual, I am suddenly struck with a random flashback. It wasn't the first time I have thought about the same thing when I walk past this certain exit on the train station though, pretty interesting how our memories work doesn't it?

I was briefly brought back into a time before I even entered the army, I think I was still in poly back then? And I had to go to this location for my first army test, the kind where they test your intelligence (to a certain extent through lame quizzes), and health. I remember making a friend back then, I couldn't remember his name except that he was Malay and my age, we snuck out for a quick smoke break in between the tests, and at the end of the whole session we both walked back to Redhill MRT exit B to catch our respective trains home. I remember us buying drinks at the nearby cheers and sitting around to smoke a few more sticks just to chill with this dude that I know I'll probably never meet again nor recognise if I ever ran into him. It had to be a fairly nice moment seeing how I remember this incident even years after the encounter.

It's nice to reminisce on the old simpler days though. With the stress of adulting on our asses every single day, I can't help but look back and just feel fairly relieved that I've made many great memories through these short 28 years on earth. (It's a weird phrase I know. But whatever man hahhah)

I'm only posting a lot of videos involving YiRui because of the spam she sent me years ago ok. Finally clearing it off my phone and storing it here instead.

Friday, January 31, 2020

Worst Jan ever

Impending world war, countries on fire or flooding, volcano exploding, a virus that may wipe us all out, colleagues' parents sick, cat had cancer, feeling slightly burnt out from work, and I'm nowhere near the financial goal I set for myself.

All these and it ain't even Feb yet. Things will get better. I hope I can get a more positive outlook on life after I rant here.

I think this vid was taken close to a year ago? Man, time flies so fast soon I'll be 30 before I even know it.