Tuesday, February 25, 2020

Strange recurring dream

I realize everytime i sleep  fortoo long, i'd have this really strange recurring dream where I had to go back to my old secondary school to study for maths to pass my O levels because i somehow failed it a long time ago and there was a system error that gave me a wrong grade, rendering my diploma and degree invalid until i pass it. It was on every Thursday and on days when i do find time to go back to school, I'd meet my old friends Melvin and Muzakir, and maybe even Alicia at times. I would at times climb through a gate because i was late. It's so goddamn bizzare i feel like every week this dream happens at least once and I always get stressed out about it in my dreams cos I couldn't make time for school. Silly dream eh? Wonder wtf it means.

Work has finally slowed down recently, although there are some impending crisis that are out of my hands. I pray that everything goes well this month. Its been a little draining to say the least.

Friday, February 21, 2020

First breathe

Suddenly having little work waiting for me after months of slogging feels a little odd. I guess its a breathe of fresh air but i find myself sitting in the toilet blogging away for abit. Its a friday and i have no plans after work but somehow i find that more of a relief. Hope that coronavirus goes away soon man. I don't want it to ruin my korea travelling plans. There's no deaths in Singapore as of now but i know for sure people are gonna go nuts once someone dies. Ah well..



Sunday, February 2, 2020

Random flashback

As I alighted from Redhill to head to the office as usual, I am suddenly struck with a random flashback. It wasn't the first time I have thought about the same thing when I walk past this certain exit on the train station though, pretty interesting how our memories work doesn't it?

I was briefly brought back into a time before I even entered the army, I think I was still in poly back then? And I had to go to this location for my first army test, the kind where they test your intelligence (to a certain extent through lame quizzes), and health. I remember making a friend back then, I couldn't remember his name except that he was Malay and my age, we snuck out for a quick smoke break in between the tests, and at the end of the whole session we both walked back to Redhill MRT exit B to catch our respective trains home. I remember us buying drinks at the nearby cheers and sitting around to smoke a few more sticks just to chill with this dude that I know I'll probably never meet again nor recognise if I ever ran into him. It had to be a fairly nice moment seeing how I remember this incident even years after the encounter.

It's nice to reminisce on the old simpler days though. With the stress of adulting on our asses every single day, I can't help but look back and just feel fairly relieved that I've made many great memories through these short 28 years on earth. (It's a weird phrase I know. But whatever man hahhah)

I'm only posting a lot of videos involving YiRui because of the spam she sent me years ago ok. Finally clearing it off my phone and storing it here instead.