I dont feel like myself nowadays.

I am trying to hard to become the one I dislike so much.

Is all my efforts for naught? Have I really gone wrong somewhere along this journey or was I wrong all this while?

I need to know if I was already rotten inside or something made me so.

You might hold some clues. Which is why you keep me thinking..

and thinking..

and thinking.

Fuck this shit. End this confusion right now.

Since when was I so sensitive anyway?