Too good

My girlfriend is really a kind person. I would never have imagined her to be like that when I first knew her.

When I first knew Shermane I knew she was a smart girl, and somehow I thought that smart people would have no qualms lying about things. Well, not lying as in perpetually lying. But lying in the sense that she would not mind saying a white lie or two at times to ease awkwardness or something.

I strongly believe that my girlfriend is someone who is incapable of lying. Back when we were playing town of salem, my girlfriend felt bad about lying to the fellow online players about her role even though it was necessary for her to win. She also felt bad about collaborating with me to troll other players because it's against the rules. Eventually she stopped playing town of salem afterwards as she felt too guilty. This came as a surprise to me though, I have always assumed that normal players would not mind telling a lie or two since its all in the spirit of the game. But even my girlfriend couldn't do it.

There are other instances too that further proves my point, but I am glad that Shermane is like that :)

Oh yeah two days ago my sq friends came over to celebrate my birthday early under the guise of a late Christmas celebration. It was fun! Will probably upload the rest of the photos slowly with each post.

Addicted to mcdelivery

I just ordered mcdelivery again although I'm kinda sleepy. I'm not even doing it for the monopoly game now or anything. :(

Pls send help lol.

I think Shermane is a little mad at me cos I tod her I didn't wanna go to city hall just to accompany her to meet her carousell buyer :( OMG but I'm feeling rly lazy. Dammit.

I think I'm falling sick.

Had a great meal at captain k today with Shermane's family. But I feel really weird after, firstly, my left middle finger started to have really weird pains whenever I stretched it. Shermane told me it's because I sprained my being, which is really weird because it has never happened to me before.. Reached home, was lethargic asf although I only woke up around 3pm.

So I went to sleep, but got woken up by my full bladder :( and I'm still awake now at 3am although my body is still strangely exhausted.

Did I got stung by an aedes or something? I really don't wanna fall sick around Christmas period though..

I really need to take care of my body tho I still have a long way to go with Shermane. 

317th day

Today marks the 317th of me and Shermane being together, it's not a special occasion, we didn't even meet today, but I am just surprised that 317 days passed by in the blink of an eye haha.

Im meetibg her and her family tomorrow, and likely going to play mahjong at woodlands afterwards. Omg overnight mahjong at woodlands is frickin crazy I tell ya. I remember leaving Shermane's aunt's condo in the early morning, wanting nothing more than a good bathe and some sleep, it was kinda fun though!

Today is a kinda boring day hahaha.. Having a little regret that I registered for muay thai but am unable to commit :( oh well we learn from mistakes I guess

Can't wait to see these peeps on the 27th!

I got an early birthday present!

So it seems like insomnia has abruptly crept back into my life again for some weird reason. Which would be fine if I wasn't supposed to meet Shermane in 6 hours time.

Guess I'm gonna exhaust myself a little with some overwatch farming! Can't wait to open my birthday present with Shermane tomorrow hohoho!!

So my mama just came back from penang  few weeks back and I'll be travelling to kukup at the start of 2017. Guess my time to nua is running out huh.

Overslept for 1215pm muay thai hahah

It's the start of a new week and no updates about the job from yongjie except for the fact that he gave me his word weeks back that it's going down. I can't help but admit that I am getting a little paranoid. What if he forgot? What if he gave me a lesser pay than I was promised?

I really should go look for a job on my own as well just in case he really fucks me up. However, I have already given my word that I won't look for any other jobs. I guess it's still too early to text and rush him since its only the start of December?

I wonder if Shermane is making her way over now since I wasn't able to meet her at Clarke Quay 😅

So I just enrolled myself into a fight gym

Like those gyms where they teach you muay thai, boxing, and stuff yknow? Man how long has it been since I've picked up martial arts? 8 years?

Woke up today with aches on both my hands and legs. Kind of a bad feeling but it's fine. I secretly hope that Shermane will be too sore to wanna go for classes today since I told her that I would leave the decision to her.

Going to meet my lecturer in about 2 hours time! No idea what's in stall but I guess that's what makes it kinda interesting? I kinda wna go back to sleep though.

I think enrolling in  fight gym is a smart choice tho! Since I'm getting so fat it's showing through my cheeks urgh.

To all the sad people out there.

Grief is a scary thing. It makes a smart man irrational, and a stupid one stupider. While some try to stay logical and focus on tasks that are within their control, others turn to other methods like alcohol, gambling, and excessive companionship. So excessive that if you do not respond to their requests quick enough, or well enough, they'd assume you do not care for them. It's sort of like the manifestation off all their insecurities suddenly all decided to appear and fuck you right in the behind for something you thought was trivial. Which might come as a surprise for many; because since when was your presence so sacred that if you did not attend, you'd ruin someone else's day/mood?

People in grief tend to pity themselves, a lot. They believe that the world around them should cut them some slack and shower them with the care and concern that the very much so lack. However, the harsh reality of the matter is typically the opposite. While friends do bother to listen to your grievances and stories and offer a listening ear of solutions, they cannot be around you all the time when you call for it. And in truth, no one owes you anything, not even if your husband is in jail or if you found out recently that you got cheated on. To this I say, be grateful to the ones who are around. But to condemn those who aren't, that's a stupid way of measuring something as intangible as friendship. No one will pity you like how you're pitying yourself. And it's for the best that you realize it as quickly as possible and work out the things you can still change in your life instead of crying/fretting over spilt milk.

And no, I'm not in grief, nothing sad happened to me it's just an observation I'm making from my encounters with my secondary school friends.

All in all, I think it's healthier to just treasure what you have instead of blaming people around you for the things that they did not provide for you. I'm sure we will all be happier people this way. 

Phobia

Although I did manage to get my drivers license, I'm far from being even an average driver. My new job however requires me to drive daily. I really hope God can somehow be kind of me an bless me with safe trips for the rest of my life.

I swear the commuters on bus 222 are just weird asf.

Transitioning from a student to a working member  of society next year. Let's hope 2017 will be kind to me :)

So blogspot just suggested me to blog in Malay..

Lol like wtf? Does the surname Ang look like an Islamic surname? Maybe it's because I haven't logged in in awhile so that's why blogger is being a little weird on me haha..

Anyway, life's been good. But weirdly enough my body clock has mysteriously resented itself. Which could be good since I'm likely gg to start work on 5th jan as long as yongjie doesn't suddenly bail on me..

Nowadays. I spend my mornings on the Internet wasting away my life of multiple games. And somehow it just feels fricking great. Weird I know. Being a bum is oddly addictive.

Well my fingers are getting tired. Till next time!

My life is pretty perfect right now. If only I'd stop getting fatter and fatter hahaha.