I think I have the power to ruin someone's life

Its shaz's birthday today, but I most likely won't be able to join him as im feeling pretty sick. And also at the same time there is someone I don't really wanna see yet as well at this moment. I don't think I'm a very good pretender so I guess it's just best I don't go down for the sake of everyone.

Uploading more pics here because my phone might be spoiling real soon.