Saturday, May 6, 2017

Still a little into tattoos

I find myself constantly looking af tattoo related stuff online even though i just had one done weeks ago. Maybe adult life is too boring. But somehow, i actually truly kinda like it :)

Shermane should be coming over in a few hours time, cant believe i fell asleep so early on a friday night yesterday hahaha! But its fine, at least my body clock has been reset to that of a normal human's.

A rough draft of what feroze did for me a few weeks back. The end result was stunning man.

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Why is shaz taking so long to meet me for lunch?

Time seems to really fly when you're busy at work. I still cant really get used to waking up early for work at times though. Guess im really more cut out for shift work :)

Anyway life has been pretty good nowadays! Cant really complain. Except that i realize i have an issue with "letting go" of unresolved issues; whenever there is something that is bothering me, or something that i have on my agenda, i find it hard to relax until that issue itself is resolved. Which is really both a good and bad quality i suppose?

Cant wait for panpingo with da peeps tonight!

Monday, April 24, 2017

I have been waiting at my clinic for the past 2 hours

Time seems to really fly slower when you're waiting for something. And today, I'm not waiting for something particularly exciting nor am I looking forward to it, I am waiting because I have a lump on the back of my jaw and my right foot has swollen randomly three days ago without any itch or pain.

And thus begins my first MC in 2017. It feels really weird. Back when I was in army taking MC was a huge relief for me and i'd be happy to do it. But now, I'm doing it because I have a genuine concern for my health and because Glenn told me that it's best to get these kinda stuff checked out early. I hope my doctor takes me seriously afterwards since I'm his 58th patient of the day.

Oddly enough I can't wait to get to work tomorrow so at least I can feel some sort of "purpose" for the day.

On another note, I kinda wanna earn more so I can support my family in the future, the current income I draw now is okay, but I wanna earn more so I can save more haha!

I guess when I grow older I'll feel less and less inclined to "lepak" huh! So weird..

Sunday, April 9, 2017

4 day work week coming up!

Yay next week is a 4 day work week! Feels good man, the last week of work hasn't exactly been hectic but who doesn't love an extra day for you to rest? :)

All in all, this week has been pretty great! Let's hope next week will be too. :)

I am truly blessed to have so many people around me who cares for me :)

Thursday, April 6, 2017

I need more wisdom

I've finally gotten a job, but now there's a new challenge for me.

How can I help my colleague be more careful in her work and stop leaving errors everywhere? We are on the same project and doing this reflects badly on the both of us. Talking doesn't seem to work, telling the boss to split the workload clearly would make it seem like we are on bad terms, and cleaning up after her is far more tedious than starting from scratch when you have to scrutinise each any every row of data she keys in.

It has only been the fourth day of work and i have already lost count on the number of times I had to tell my colleague to be careful. My patience is fucking thinning and I really would much rather work alone than to work with a time bomb like this. Fuck my life.

Someone please give me the wisdom to wake my colleague up. It's only the 4th day.

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

I saw an old man with his pants down on the park bench at 4am in the morning.

So recently I was helping my friend go around Singapore to catch Laprases on Pokemon Go for a small fee, and it was pretty easy money. I borrowed my girlfriend's dad's escooter and began roaming around the neighbourhood in hopes of catching my next "paycheck" using this website called sgpokemaps to locate the next pokemon.

And so, in the wee hours of the night, sgpokemaps decided to lead me to the bungalows near my place, it was an easy job, barely 10 minutes away from my house on an escooter, never did I expect to see something I have never encountered before in my 25 years of living in Chai Chee.

I rode my escooter down a dark alley next to a canel which would eventually lead to where that Lapras would be, it was fairly well lit, but the sound of millions of frogs croaking in the canal tunnels was creeping me out a little. It was so loud that you'd think you're near heavy machinery or something. And that was when I saw in the distance, an old man by the bench; someone whom I would've easily ignored him had he not chose to suddenly bend down and pull up his black fbt shorts.

What. The. Fuck.

I rode past him, chosing to ignore his pressence, sparing him of a world of awkwardness should I stop and confront him. What could I do even if I confront him though? Embarass him some more? Call the cops?

This balding, ordinary looking uncle created so many questions in my for the next one hour. What if I wasn't the one who walked past him but some lonely, scared girl instead? What the fuck was his doing pantsless in the middle of the night on a park bench? Isn't wanking more comfortable in your own goddamn bed? Was he a serial flasher? Should I have called the cops on him or something?

Well, it was indeed an interesting experience to say the least. The world is a huge place, maybe some people get off doing weird shit like that in the middle of the night just to feel that they have some kind of purposeful life or something who knows? I can only pray that that dude was not a serial flasher or something or I'd have missed my chance at behind a vigilante on a escooter haha.


I might be bidding adieu to unemployment soon. Hopefully I can bid adieu to my fat tummy as well haha

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Pasta all day

Shermane and I cooked too much pasta today and I'm now stuck eating them at 3am; thank God it doesn't taste bad hahaha.

Hope I get some good news when the weekdays come! I've been stuck in a rut for awhile now but I really want some change right now.

Zeke's tarot card told me that I gotta wait a little while longer for the tnt job. But damn, it's been almost a goddamn month.

I thought 2017 would be a good year, but damn it's boring asf rn.