Look back into the past

I looked at Cecilia's online photo gallery thingy. =DD

I caught a glimpse on how I was last time. Ahaha, no comments. =p

I saw WeiJi, JunLe, Lovell. Lovell was actually in one of the E18 pics! Cool man. He looked kinda good back then, still kinda good now la! =DD

Now that I think back, last time I kept dragging people into church, cos I really thought it was a good place. The atmostphere everything. It makes you a better person. Sincerely sincerely I thought, whoa, yuan lai christains ye you zhe me hao de? Ke yi guo de zhe me kai xin. =)) I think I kinda like that place. Yeah, I did.

It was cool man! All the things I did with them, everytime I brought a friend in to church, they finally wanting to accompany me. I was like.. happy. Still remember the pool thing about Lovell and me what challenge challenge bet bet then in the end he come and join me for church. Man! That was truly a good testimonial man! I was kinda proud to bring Lovell into church at that time. Yeah, really proud of him and happy. Honest. Then finally at FOP, he wanted to become a christain. Wow, sincerely I was damn happy then! After that me him and Junle went down there and jump jump jump! Wow!

I wish times like that would last forever in a sense, but I guess I'm just plain unlucky huh? After awhile, stuff happened, lots of stuff, affecting me friends and all. I stayed strong, the only reason was cos all those stuff that happened soonafter wasnt directly affecting ME. So who was I to console them anyway now that I think about it. That time, Everyone had their own point of view and "motives". Like the story of A, B, C and whatever. Was I boy E or something?

That aside, soon things turned for a worse, I fell in love with someone there. No one believed it was true love i think.. Everyone was against it, even those that I really respected wasnt for it either. Maybe I was selfish. But at that point of time, I felt really betrayed. Honestly, sincerely betrayed. That person was willing to "break" us up because she felt that betraying the parent's trust is the wrong thing to do. I cant blame her for thinking like that. I sincerely cannot. After all, the girl I liked was someone who had great "productivity" in the cellgroup, if her parents didnt let her come to church, the cellgroup's attendence and fruitfulness would definately drop. In order to not let that happen, they wanted us to break up. Instead of protecting us from the people against our relationship. They teamed up with them. I felt betrayed, really really betrayed. In the end, I left the place. And I think they must have felt that I was the one who betrayed them huh? Doesnt matter anymore, I wanted out, I wanna get out of that place immediately, I couldnt take it anymore. I dont wanna stay in a place like that. I wanna leave.

Then lots of other stuff happened in the same time, I guess that only made the people hate me even more. Doesnt matter, Like I told Cyril, I'm forever the "villian" I believe to a certain extent, at the end of the day, Cyril also kinda felt that I was responsible for all the "chaos" that was happening around. I cant blame him either. It is afterall, kind of my fault.

Is it so wrong to love someone? Why meddle in things you could leave alone when you can spare us both the misery? At the end of the day, ADP's the devil once more. Doesnt really matter now anyway. All good things come to an end. At least for the case of my "christain" adventure. That was the end of the story. Of course, theres alot more to all of these "conflicts" but bringing them all up again would be bad. Cos what I'm trying to do here is not to blame anyone. But to just express out how I truly feel as I am typing this post.

One day perhaps you people would know more about something else that has happened while I left, but it doesnt really matter now, since I already left, theres nothing to do. Afterall, ADP will always be the villian in your hearts. A long-ago prediction I made to Cyril. See? Honestly Cyril, I know you kinda hold me responsible for those stuff. I know you do. Even if you dont, its not important anymore. Just ask yourself deep down inside if you have really blamed me for all that has happened. You dont need to give me an answer, I'm not expecting one either. Just telling you that..

I told you so, I'll forever be the villian. =)
~237

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(Note: This is all ADP's point of view, dont need to comment on anything. I'm not trying to prove anything to anyone, its just a memory of mine that I FEEL like typing out right now. So read already, shut up, dont give comments that are unnessary okay?)

Ahh E18.  What a distant memory.. I wonder how is Cecilia doing right now and if she holds any grudges towards me. Thinking back I was kinda charismatic huh! Being able to convince people I never thought I would to go to places I never thought they'd go. I guess god did kinda lend a helping hand? Beliefs are good if they make you a better person man. But they can be really bad if you go to the extreme like these tragedies happening everywhere in the year 2015. But whoa, my English was pretty good back then huh! My standard has significantly dropped sigh.. Stupid Singaporean influence. Shouldve just stayed a recluse I'd probably be a JC grad by the time I enlist :/ (9/1/15)

=DD

I found a new rival!! Mwahahaha!!!

Damn excited now, i feel that the world is so damn big la, strong people appearing one after another, then i can keep improving and improving!! =DD

Muzakir is still as tough as ever though.. He says I'm stronger than him but i think hes still stronger. hehe!!!

Wonder if tomorrow will learn what sia..

~237

Ahaha I was really passionate about martial arts back then huh! Wish I could still take it up now. Too bad. Busy earning money and studying and trying to be as adult as possible sighh.. ;( (9/1/15)

Hello peeps!

Busy with MuayThai, Runescape, and writing stories nowadays. =DD

Yeah, I'm making a story with Hyder, when its done I'll show it to you guys k? =))

GOH JUN LE AND NICOL ONG! FASTER COME LEARN MUAYTHAI LA!!
~237

A note from the future: Whoa I don't even know how this pic appeared in my phone but imma just use it for my post today k? :) Haha, in the end the story Hyder and I made was never truly completed. And now that I read it back it was probably because we introduced too many characters into the story at the beginning and there's no real protagonist :/ Took up MuayThai for 2 months back then and I kinda enjoyed it till the day my grandma passed away? Just stopped after that yknow :/ I'll always the Runescape days I had though! Those were really fun times and I even had a little clan of my own back then and I'd record names of my members in an exercise book. The culture back in Runescape was good as well as everyone spoke perfect english and the only way to converse with them is to do the same. Imagine my shock when I went to play Maplestory after I entered secondary school 😅 (ADP, 30th July 2014)

This blog aint dead!!

*kill all the termites*
*wash off all the moulds*

Sorry people, so longer never update.. >.< Ermm.. Life's been good to me, I'm getting my results soon le! =D Just dont know when only. -.- Some tell me its on the 9th jan, or on the 12th jan.. Dammit la, if my results suck then i cannot even enjoy my chinese new year can? -.-

Ohwells.. Tomorrow got MuayThai!! =DD YEAHYEAH!!! Mel and Ali's gonna come look at us train also!! =DD Hope they see liao then also wan join mwahaha!! =DD

~237

Love story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights,
See the party the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did i know

That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And i was crying on the staircase
Begging you please dont go, and i said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I'll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes

So i sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Lets escape this town for a little while
Cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and i said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You be the prince and I'll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
Its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, Oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
Its a love story baby just say yes
Oh, Oh,
We were both young when i first saw you

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Oh my god, someone's mother suck as a mother, dont know how to cheer the daughter up still ka jiao wei.. hais.. cheebye mum la you. You and your husband is fuck one la, chup in your daughter's privacy so much.. fuck off la seriously. Keep calling her immature, you're the immature one can? Oh, and your husband's a monster. Seriously a beast, christain do until liddat still can call himself christain ah? Everytime use authority abuse people only. Then somemore beat his own daughter cos she said something "Logical", what is this? You're seriously a monster, you BEAT your own daughter when she hasnt done anything wrong. Shes a girl, you're a man, you dont think you have dont anything wrong? You're the worst kind of people seriously. I'm disgusted by you.

~237

Disgusting Stalker

Yes you are one.

Stop acting like you dont care then go complain to everyone la, irritating like hell. Stupid stalker, btw, you're fucking ugly as well. =) Seriously, ugly like CRAP! no wait, maybe uglier.. Eeyyerr...

I regret ever looking at your blog and then seeing your ugly face.. eeyyeerrr eeeyeerr... why you no tagboard one? Kana hatetag ah? Why? Cos you fucking stalker and has a fucking stupid disgusting attitude? disgusting...

~237

A note from the futurw: This lady in the picture above is Vivienne, a friend future ADP will make in the year 2014. In regards to this post, I guess I've always been kinda shallow? This post is probably about Marilyn though. She's an ugly person inside and out :/ I know this sounds really mean but im not really sorry about it. Truth hurts huh. (8/9/14)

Life nowadays

Deleted the previous post cos it was lame.. And also 4 specific photos -.-

On the phone now with Muzakir, he reads manga!! =DD One Piece and Naruto. Hes damn retarded when he curses in chinese la. "Chao na bu" LOL!!!, hes helping me do my runescape quest.. So here I am, blogging while he's helping my character slide on ice.. (those who done the quest before would understand what I mean.)

He feels like giving up already.. haha, nevermind la, the prize that I get at the end fo the quest is also not that good..

Waiting for Nicol Ong to get his damn money to pay his creditors, so that we can finally start muay thai. =))

To a fucking old woman whom I have always hated, respect people's privacy leh wtf.. Stop being so controlling la.. Bitch. Someone's little sis is also super irritating, your jiejie busy doing homework you come disturb.. what the fish go away la serious, you think funny ah? laugh laugh laugh.. fuck off la, brat.
~237

ADP from the future here. Whoa my hair is pretty fucked up in the earlier part of 2014 huh.. Anws I guess I get kinda emotional whenever my ex's parents are involved. In this case I meant Sofia family members who used to always invade her privacy n stuff.. The young ADP really needs to take a chill pill man. But then again, what better way to show your love for your gf than to get mad at her family members when they piss her off too huh? Silly young Dun.. Can't rmb what's the "deleted post" about though. Fuck it :/ (8/9/14)