Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Babbling about obstacles or something like that lol

I think the youths nowadays face a unique set of obstacles, i wonder if its truly just a "generation thing" or is if this is just what growing up is like.

We face the obstacle of fear for the unknown although we possess knowledge and infomation within the palm of our hands, or the obstacle of articulating our feelings despite the education we receive. Some face the obstacle of wanting to fit in, to conform, while othere have to deal with the obstacle of self identity, whether am I truly different, or too alike everyone else. We try to find things that make us happy in life, but often even after achieving the goals you've set for yourselves, we can seem to be satisfied. Is it because being satisfied equates to mediocrity, and mediocrity murders growth? So which is truly more important? Greed/growth or mediocrity/happiness? (Wtf am i typing lol pardon my babbles.)

Men are conflicting creatures. We want to be special, to be noticed for our own individualism, yet at the same time, we still want a place to belong, we wanna be "normal". The need to be revered by others is so strong in this day and age that everyone is acting so haughtily yet at the same time they are so depressed inside.

But what do i know? I'm just a young adult who's barely made a mark in this world.

P.s. i think my life is honestly alright, but these are just observations that I've gathered from the people around me.














Just gonna post a ton of excess photos here before my phone finally dies

Monday, July 9, 2018

Is this the circle of life? (Lol)

I feel like its hard for our generation to make deep, meaningful bonds the older we are. Its hard not because we've become less adept at being social, but rather less inclined to establish any form of those bonds. Maybe it's because we've all been let down before, and somehow subconciously we become more selective of our friends. And maybe one day we'll become those parents that forbid our children to mix with the naughty kids.

I wonder if this is just a generation thing or is it something that everyone goes through at some point in life.


Uploading a video here because im using company wifi lol

Friday, June 29, 2018

I am a hero

I love mangas that question humanity, that question whether what truly dictates morals and the fine line between right and wrong. Never thought that i'd still find mangas that pique my interest after reading so many of them since I was 13 or 14.

Heading to mbs later for THE LION KING. I can't believe i woke up late af today urgh.

Thursday, June 28, 2018

Stay away from idiots.

I think its time to distance myself even further from idiots with a flawed sense of logic, cos the more I hang out with these kinda people the higher chance there is for me to lash out and fuck them.over.

Some dude wants to buy 2 of my golden tickets.

Monday, June 18, 2018

Pretty insane long weekend

Man this has to be one of the busiest yet more eventful long weekend I've ever had in a long time! Went to the new arcade at bedok with Spencer, Mandy and Pock Pin before drinking at my place on thurs, the arcade was pretty addictive man!

On Friday, Shermane and I went to visit Ash for Raya, it was her first time meeting Ash's girlfriend and I'm so happy they like each other! Ash's sister was rly super adorable too la!

Maybe I'll post about friday and saturday another time, that's all for now!!


This was actually taken on sat when me n mancer went to the arcade for the 2nd time haha

Wednesday, June 6, 2018

One piece is soooo goooodddd

Been rereading one piece lately and I never thought I'd find myself feeling anything for a minor character such as brownbeard! Oda is really a good writer man! Can't believe this series has already lasted for 20 years. Time really flies! So hyped for the rest of the reverie arc!!

Not going for this years gvf although I kinda miss travelling againnnn

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Grabhitch driver stalks my girlfriend.

I swear grabhitch or any other taxi services that can get the users info is fucking creepy.

This happened yesterday, we were playing Overwatch together when a random player suddenly asked "Shermaine?", upon further inquiry it turned out that this player was actually one of my girlfriend's many grabhitch driver. Her Instagram and blizzard account had the same handle, and grabhitch drivers are given only the name and the phone number. of their passengers, there was no way he was supposed to know even either account usernames unless he did some research. When I confronted him if he stalked, his answer was "you mad?" This scum basically admitted to stalking my girlfriend and somehow, my girlfriend got mad at me for calling this creep "disgusting" and hurting his feelings. Because having someone stalk you isn't dangerous enough, it's only dangerous when you offend your stalker.

We had a small fight cos of this creep and also because of other stuff, but I woke up today tired af, and she's prolly still mad at me too sincr we fought. Things will be okay though, I hope.

Omw to work nw to see these peeps. Mum told me that the video i edited was playing on channel 8, that's pretty nice :)