No chill

I can't seem to take things easy as well as I could in the past. What the fuck is happening to me I don't like this new me. But maybe this isn't that bad at all? Maybe I've been too easy going to the point of sloppiness in the past so this just my instincts trying to make up for all the lost time? Idk what I'm babbling about la hahaha!!

I don't know how to go back to who I used to be. Fuck.

I need to exercise man :(