I hope I'll have healthy kids in the future

I like my job. I like how close it is to my house and how i am usually able to reach home before the sun goes down on Fridays. I guess its these little things in life sometimes that you appreciate that makes our quality of life a little better.

As im typing all these, there's a literally mentally handicapped person sitting on my right. I know im changing topics out of the blue but I find it pretty amazing how we are able to detect a mentally ill person purely from they way they look, before they even get the chance to speak up or do "weird actions". Why do all of them look 80% similar?

Meeting these peeps on sunday and we haven't even decided on where to eat yet lol.

Its really hard to stop smoking

Kinda glad to be back in office after 2 days of medical leave. I really hope my specialist appointment on sept wont reveal that I have cancer or something.. :( I got to quit smoking. But honestly the craving gets pretty strong at times, especially when i am stressed.

Might be going to find Shaz after work at parklane if I'm feeling alright. I've only had like 4 hours of sleep so i ain't sure if i can actually last that long today without sleep hahahah. Glenn will probably pop by later after lunch as well.

Kinda hope that today will end quickly. Idk why but im so easily bored nowadays; and yet i get annoyed when I have too much work to do hahaha!

Oh btw liangyi is finally back in town!

Going for ENT Specialist on the 25th of Sept

Was given a 2 days MC after visiting the doctors today. I stayed at home the whole day and now I'm already feeling super bored. Would must rather be at work than to be planless at home at times.

Today is one of those days where I kinda miss the simpler days where I was more "childish". The days where me and my pals would just roam around till the wee hours of the night just doing nothing but boring, childish, stuff. I wonder how everyone is doing. (as in everyone I haven't really stayed in touch with)

Shermane is pretty mad that I'm still smoking despite having a huge-ass ulcer that only got bigger recently since Vesak Day, I guess it's kinda my fault too since I told her that it might be cancer. Well, I'm too afraid to google for any cancer symptoms but I'm not feeling very cancer-ish right now. I really hope all is well. Honestly trying to quit smoking but sometimes it really does get super boring. And my instincts would just allow me to pick up a stick and puff away without any second thoughts. I am a weak-willed man. :(

Maybe tomorrow will be a more interesting day. At least I get to sleep till I'm happy instead of getting awoken by that goddamn alarm clock. Shermane today went to bed mad at me I think? Probably cos of some miscommunication during the Overwatch game we played combined with the fact that I am still smoking. Urgh, I really am in a pinch this time around hahahah. Lets hope she feels more cheerful when she wakes yea? I really do love her very much.

Truth is, there is so many things going through my mind right now but I can't really find the words to say them, theres like a tinge of boredom here, a little bit of sadness here from not being able to cheer my girlfriend up before she goes to sleep, and a little bit of nostalgia that suddenly hits me at 12am. I don't feel like doing anything right now, but at the same time, I feel like doing something. But I don't know what is it.

Mum says im having this sicknesd because of heatiness. I kinda believe her but at the dame time its better to just go to the ENT to buy a peace of my mind.

Kinda boring

Almost done with all my backlogs for the day. And i have to say, today i feel kinsa moodless. Im not even really in the mood for Friday's drinkin session. Maybe its cos im sick or something. I don't know. I guess some days are nust like this ey?

5 more hours till i knock off. Meh.

Rly hope shaz can find a replacement for him on Good Vibes, somehow kinda sian thst he won't be able to make it. (He's not the dude in the photo.)

Sore throat on a Sunday

Feeling kinda sick but i think i will be going to work tomorrow. I actually kinda look forward to work after a long ass week of reservist with my friends. Jassmine probably covered my job pretty well. I think i should thank her when I go back.

Anyway, i think im probably going to see the docs before my graduation day to get my appointment done. Ulcer has been around for 2 months now.

Oh and shermane is on her way over now! Wohoo!!! :)

Deflecting respobsibility

Deflecting responsibility in the work force seems to be a quintessential skill for all who aspire to live an easy life in the office. For this one particular pig-human, it looks like hes fucking adept at that. To think you were a temp once too, you think its funny or some sort of karma to push all your workload to the temps?

Now, I could probably put this fucknugget in his place by reminding him of his role in what we are doing here and highlighting all his supposed duties. But that would probably start some shit in the office; and shermane is always telling me that i need to learn to let go sometimes. Which is what i will do. Fuck this manpig though.

Girlfriend said that her cheeks are getting fatter. I think its time for a jog on saturday ey.

I really hope my task will come today instead of tomorrow

It feels kinda good to know that you've made plans for the weekends.

Recently shaz introduced me to "Tales of the Unusual" from webtoons, it appears that i have successfully gotten him hooked on these comics hahah! On a side note, I've finally uninstalled coin master. After awhile it just felt really exhausting to play for some reason. Guess its time to maybe read more comics or something hahah.

Im glad my mum isn't sick anymore. Hope the virus doesnt return though. When shes sick shes pretty cranky hahaha

7 days to reservist

Less than 2 hours in at work and I'm done with all the shit i need to do, i feel pretty good!

I think one of the challenges at work is when i need to figure out the correct salutation for people with names other than in English, its always a shot in the dark and its crazy embarassing when you're wrong hahahha!

Feeling super recharged after a weekend with the annoying monkey hahaha

Lack of drive

Hung out with Glenn's parents for supper recently and his dad was encouraging me to go work full time at a govt job as soon as I can, which was the same advise that my colleague Salamah gave me. I didnt feel as compelled to heed their advices this time. And i know its because i currently already have a "job" that i am very comfortable with. The truth is, i really do not have high expectations at this moment for a better job because I am super contented. I can only hope that when my contract ends, they would renew it along with some pay and leave increment of sorts. Or maybe they might convert me to perm too hahaha.

Fuck it, its okay to have a lack of drive now. I'm only 3 months into my job and idgaf about looking for greener pastures yet.