Carnivore

Recently I've been getting a ton of advice from friends around my age to watch what I eat. Apparently, heart problems are pretty common amongst Singaporeans nowadays, and it all stems from eating too much man.

I think I should look into becoming a pilot maybe. It sounds damn fun but at the same time idk if flying is my thing hahaha. Not getting much inspiration to draw my comics and edit my videos as well. I guess my passion maybe just lies in talking cock with my friends and family lolol

Going over to turf club to eat even more meat later oh my lord.

The weak gets exploited

And i hate being weak. I guess theres nothing much to do as of now but to suck it up and move forward once again. I guess as I get older, I'll only be meeting more of this kind of slimy bastards. Welcome to the adult world I guess.

Im so proud to have a super encouraging girlfriend all the time though. Thanks for sticking it through with me.

ScienTec is a pretty shit recruit agency

I mean maybe from the employers' standpoint they're alright. But honestly they treat the peope they hire like shit. I like where im working at, and I like my bosses. But these third party numbnuts are always here to fuck shit up and make you feel like quitting your job solely because of wanting to stop interacting with them. Just today I found out that instead of being entitled to my already meagre 7 days annual leave. I am now only given 6 days because it is pro-rated due to me starting on the 3rd of April 2017 instead of the first. Although the 1st and 2nd of April were respectively weekends. How is that even fair?

I am sick of having to go through this joke of a recruitment agency everytime I need to apply for leave, or get paid for the month. Are you so in need of money that you thought it was a good idea to reduce the amount of leaves an employee gets to urge them to instead take the unpaid leave of something? You guys are total scums. All these weren't made known to me as well on the day I signed the contract to work with IE Singapore. Why do I even need to go through you to get employed anyway.

Why can't I just strike toto and retire right now hahahah.

Gonna find my gramps now.

I've finally reached the conclusion that I didn't really wanna reach. I think I'm not the only weird one in my division, there are a few of them they're pretty odd as well. Oh well! The world is a huge place right?

Wonder hw much is in my CPF now.

Pre-typed post

Suddenly thought back to this one day back in secondary school where we had sports day which was basically a marathon run at bedok reservior followed by a brief hangout outside school before returning to watch our classmates battle each other in Bossaball, that was such a simple day man.

Days now are also pretty simple but theres always this weird shitty feeling that comes up from time to time. I the pressure from being an adult can be pretty fucking soul-sucking at times man.

Playing uno with the pretty girl my mum now hohoho! 

Fast week

So this week passed by fairly quickly! So glad i get to drink and chill with my friends tonight i guess i really am turning a little bit into a yupi huh! I feel like i have so many tasks to do too, and at the time the people around me are asking even more. (I haven't even had the time to clear my overwatch arcade man.)

But all in all, I'm thankful la. Im thankful that i havr a roof over my head, great family and friends, a loving girlfriend, and quite abit of freedom to do what I wanna do daily. Life is still pretty good if you take a step back and see the big picture I suppose?

Kinda miss Taiwan for the 100000th time.

Absolutely tired

Attended two meetings today and it is hinted at that they might hire more people. In the meantime i gotta wait for the HR to finally get back to my boss and then arrange another meeting in regards to my temp employment again. Which means most likely I'll once again be under contract by another agency which gives me a shit leave and shit pay. The temptation to jump the gun and talk to someone higher in charge is strong af but i might risk pissing off my direct superior in the meantime. So its all in all a super sensitive issue.

I am exhausted. Fuck waiting. In the end I just spoke to my boss, hope all goes well.

Well at least i have a great family to return to so that's pretty nice.

Am i playing too much dota 2 minigames?

Suddenly recall a few instances in my poly days where I would be unafraid to make a ruckus and just shout at people who pissed me off even if I was in public. I guess back then instead of feeling embarassed, i feel slightly empowered when I explode. I guess being young and hot-blooded it was natural that if things had led to a fist fight, it'd be all the better as I had nothing much to do and it'll be a good story to tell my friends the next day. And truth be told, i feel that Singaporeans are really too meek, which is why its good sometimes to really fuck up these rude assholes who think they're king.

Now, I'm too old, too fat, im dressed in formal 24/7 and I guess this is a good thing? While it was kinda fun to be young and wild and free, all men must grow up eventually sometime.

So grateful that Shermane too so many photos at taiwan.

Lack of initiative

Sometimes I'm pretty perturbed by my friends' lack of initiative to go out there and do what they wanna do. Some go even one step further and ask me for my help for simple stuff. It's pretty annoying. But maybe I'm being too nosy, maybe I should only feel annoyed when they ask me for help. If they're acting spinelessly on their own time, that's fine I guess.

Pretty grossed out that my new telegram group has this lurker though. The bugger doesn't say anything or is in any of the plans. Why bother staying then? Creepy cunt.

Weekends passed by too soon

Kinda glad to be at work, but at the same time I'm a little sleepy. I think its good that i have a job, at least I have something to keep me occupied everyday yknow? I might not like the perks that much but all that might change the moment HR gets back in touch with my boss. HR's been ignoring me for awhile now despite my bosses' sentiments towards me.

Maybe i should also step up on my jobhunting efforts just in case.

Weird photos keep appearing in my phone's album.

>6 hours to weekends

And 18 more rts to go. The office feels pretty busy today hmm..

Still not done rereading hunter x hunter even after such a long hiatus. I guess i was kinda waiting for the author to come up with more chapters huh.

I think I might be meeting this silly girl later for some carnivals heheh! Hope it'll be fun!

Missed RT yesterday

Time at work actually passed by fairly quickly today! Probably meeting Shaz to hangout a little at 1pm? Recently I've been feeling more and more reluctant to help people out. It feels like they're just going to take me for granted anyway and spew some bullshit about you not being a good enough friend if you don't help them. Its pretty fucking tiring .

wish i could just chill and grandma's place and hide from society for awhile. Its a pretty place.

I want to be an online comic artist

I'm shit at drawing, i don't have the proper equipment or knowledge available to really get started, but damn. I really wanna be an online comic artist.

When I was in primary school, my friend  Hidhir and I would do up tons of comic books just for the sake of it. It was fun as hell, to be able to create your own content and share with others just that little bit of yourself that is ever so private. I guess when I entered secondary school, thats when it all changed. My art teacher was an exceptional bitch and I let her get to me. I truly believed that I have zero artistic talent.

And that is probably still right! But even so, with my shitty artistic talent, I still really love creating comics. So I guess that's what I'll do! By posting such decisions online I'll probably be held responsible if I do not succeed as the days go by.

I love my mother so much, she's always believed in me. I really hope I don't let her down.

Might create a glassdoor account soon

I have a weird interview coming up with a fairly sketchy company. They said they'll email mr and instead everything is done by sms. Depending on what they show me afterwards at 1.30pm, i might actually go create a glassdoor account just to warn others.

Shermane is asking me to go to Celine Dion's concert with her, time to listen to her songs alr man!

Really hope I'll be able to save more money than last year.

Im a dickhead

I can't believe I act like a real dickhead at times. I really wish i could take back some of the shitty stuff I said at times man haha. I guess I still have much to learn.

I wonder when will Miki actually get to talk to me bout my job's future after lunch.

Miss Taiwan and the cold weather so much nw man. Although the weather nowadays are pretty fekin cold too.

It's finally friday!!

Its only the start of my office hours and to be honest, this was a pretty short work week for me as well. I'm supposed to be talking to my boss about my extension soon, Maggie also told me that Q10 will be getting back to me only aftet Chinese New Year, which is pretty dope I suppose?

Shermane just uploaded her first edited video at her internship! Super proud of her. :)

Humans are ugly

We think of ugly things, we say ugly words, and we do heinous deeds to others. But I guess that's just how the world is. We don't really give a fuck about others. I guess the only way to counter this behaviour is to always be aware and to always strive to not be an ugly human the best that we can.

Giving YouSung till 3pm before i send out the email to her school about my unpaid Karaoke.

Has my quality of life rose without me knowing?

Yesterday I went to the karaoke with Shermanes Korean friends and somehow they decided to chip in lesser than the intended amount because it was too expensive and they didn't wanna drink that much in the first place. The amount was $35 bucks. Which to me was pretty affordable. It made me wonder if my standard of living actually rose or are those cunts just being cheap bastards.

I feel like i haven't been speaking to my dad in awhile. Hmmmm..

Meeting the uni peeps later

But to be honest I'd rather go home and farm my overwatch arcade and play some co-op TD. But since its a friday today i guess i can just stay up later to do all these instead?

Im still glad i met these peeps tho. They're pretty cool.

23rd month

Wow time really flies by pretty quickly eh? Its already Thursday! It also marks the 23rd month that me and Shermane have been together. (I feel like we've been together for years alreadg though) Gonna take her out for some nice dinner afterwards although I still havent figured out where.

Finally done watching Bojack Horseman. I wonder what else is good on Netflix man. But wow, Mr Peanutbutter really doesn't deserve Diane, she's always looking for fights to pick.

Happy 23rd you cute thing!!

It aint easy being "old"

Back last year when I first started working, I was able to game till 2am daily and still wake up energetic as fek. Nowadays I just feel like crap everytime i sleep past 12am. I guess i really am getting old huh.

The intention of this blog was originally to leave some of my memories here so that my future son/daughter might get a glimpse of what their dad's life was like back when he was young. I wonder if that's still possible now hahaha.

Kinda dislike my agent's inefficiency.

Less than 3 months till unemployment

And I still haven't found a friggin job replacement yet. My agent (or at least her company) seems to be trying to screw me over some leaves thing what I already only have 7 days of annual leave to begin with. Somehow despite all these, I'm pretty chill tho.

Gonna eat with the RSD members later, since im leaving soon it would be nice to leave on a good note la right?

Gonna rush overwatch tonight with the pretty cat wohoo!!