I hope I remember to pass Shermane my one piece figurines on Sunday.

I really need more ways to make extra income man. Broke af right now but I still kinda wanna go overseas with Shermane at the end of March hahaha.

Really dislike the fact that starting April I might be either unemployed or taking the train across the country just to work. This sucks man.

Meeting girlfriend for macdonalds later wohoo!!

Normal tuesday

I have a feeling today is going to be a super regular, run-off-the-mill tuesday. Probably gonna do some job hunting soon although its honestly not been very fruitful :( And its confirmed that my office will be moving out of bugis already man. Fuck that makes me a little sian.

Adulting is hard af

Our world is full of fake fucks

So apparently my tattoo artist Julian actually stalks my girlfriend on instagram (he likes her pictures although he doesnt follow her). This could be because she was on the "follow" page though. But I'm a little annoyed because he promised he'd check with his colleagues about adopting my cousin's cat but still hasn't replied me yet.

I guess i understand that we all at times need to relax and browse instagram and like pictures of chicks n shit. The thing is you probably know from browsing through Shermane's profile by liking her old af photos that you still haven't gotten back to his boyfriend? Isn't it a little irresponsible that you promised you'd get back to me and then proceed to grey tick the fuck out of me? Maybe its the businessman part of Julian that kicked in, to smile and never say no. (Goddamit i said its ok to reject) To think that I thought you were a cool guy. I guess we are all only human after all.

Don't leave people hanging guys. Its seriously uncool and it shatters any good impression that anyone has of you for real. I know this post looks salty af, but trust me I'm just doing this to kill time cos i dont wanna hearthstone on the commute instead today hahah!

Ok tbh we are all not 100% genuine to people whom we regard to as strangers. But at least pretend well la? Don't say you'll do sth then dont do. Very retarded right?

Saboteur online

Saboteur is so hard on my god.. But i guess its pretty fun at times ah haha! If only more of my friends were willing to play games online.

This is probably he most boring sunday in a long time. My eyes are getting tired from looking at the computer but its either this or taking a nap. Really hope I don't end up jobless man it's fuckin boring.

I think I'll be meeting these peeps soon tho! I just don't know when yet hahaha!!

Wanderlust?

Not exactlyyy.. But i am gonna stop hunting for jobs now till I clear my RT and I kinda wanna go overseas with my girlfriend as well hahaha!

But on the other hand, I'm kinda broke as well. So aiya, whatever la hor? Whichever works is fineeeee

Maybe we could go Thailand next, i kinda wanna explore rod fai market

My friend's girlfriend quite retarded

Spent my day in the office not doing much again. I like my job but sometimes I really hate having to drag my fat ass off the bed five days a week. One of my freelance jobs might fall through as the client has some budgeting issues. But I think im really blessed la all im all! I probably rested too much throughout this CNY and this is probably just the "inertia" talking. Had a great time with Shaz, Ash, and Glenn at stickies yesterday too so thats pretty dope!

Kinda wanna play grifters and saboteur with my friends mannn

Video Editing

After rushing out a video for one of my customers on carousell, i think im getting more and more interested in video editing. Gonna take a half day off today to drink with the boys man. I hope Glenn and Ash would be able to get along.

Girlfriend is having diarrhoea today. That poor thing

A bit worried

I passed on one of my freelance jobs to Muzakir but now I'm a little worried, I have asked him to let me know if he isn't able to handle it in advance because the deadline is fairly pressing. I really hope he can get back to me soon man.

Girlfriend is a little mad at me for asking her to "stop it" during our interview at OGS after she accidentally almost burnt herself twice. :(

Cutting down on ciggs

Im cutting down on ciggs today, i hope I'll be able to keep this up tho! Cos honestly at times i really feel kinda restless and breathless and it sucks.

Really wanna travel again although I'm kinda broke lelelel.

old songs are pretty good

Had some dream about some scene that didn't exist in a movie that didn't exist in the 1970s Hong Kong where a male delinquent student broke up with his nerdy studious girlfriend and he knew there was nothing he could do get her back anymore and the last thing he could do was to at the end of this movie after his friend convinced him to let go was to run across the road back to his school looking for this bully that was giving the girl a hard time and beating him up and while all this was happening, an old song called "qian shou" was playing in the background.

It was such a weird dream, but somehow it felt quite touching; not as much anymore after I begun typing it out here thought hahaha!

Q

我想要爱你的爱，梦你的梦，悲伤着你的悲伤，幸福着你的幸福。

Adulting is kinda hard

Job hunting sucks, while you might be hungry to get paid, the hirers sometimes do stupid shit that turns you off so much that you realize its better to just not the job instead.

There's a buffet at 2pm today but I'm not sure if i can even hold my hunger for that long hahah!

Meeting the peeps tomorrow for some early cny thingy!

Worst interview ever

And I'm not talking about how I performed at the interview, I'm talking about hoe shitty and hnprofessional the HR was behaving yesterday.

So I scheduled for an interview at 3pm with BizLink yesterday, and as I was ready earlier than expected, i made a call to their HR exec Ben to check if I could arrive earlier and commence with the interview. He promptly agreed and when I arrived, he told me that the interviewer was out for lunch and I had to come back at 3pm, no apology was given. It was then I had a sense that this "Ben" was totally aloof about his job, and did not communicate shit to his boss about anything; this was further confirmed when i arrived at 3pm and was informed that the intetviewer (GM of BizLink) has already left the office.

Ben the balding uncle decided to interview me instead as a compensation for wasting my time. He even stupidly informed me that the rest of the candidates only need to go through one round of interview on the upcoming thursday as that is when his boss would be the most available. The interview room smelt like piss too for some reason.

So yeah, this interview i had yesterday was undoubtedly the most unprofessional experience I have been through, maybe the company is alright, but due to one retard not putting any effort into his job, he has succeasfully wasted one day of my time. So fuck you Ben, fuck your unprofessionalism and your pathetic attempt to look younger by dyeing the last few strands of hair on the top of your balding, incompetent head.

But after all that's said and done, i might still go down on Thursday just to let his boss know what an incompetent cunt he is. But who knows, maybe the whole company is rotten to the core.

Things seem to be looking up

I think I just gotta keep my spirits high and my heart stable. This year has been kinda trying but it did help me reflect a lot on the kind of person I want to become and it highlighted the problems I had and was too blind to notice.

Things will get better man, in fact they kinda already are. :)

I love my girlfriend's super adorable drawings la! So blessed to have her around. ;)

Second anniversary with Shermane!

Nothing much yet has happened cos we are only one hour and 43 minutes into the relationship hahaha. Cant wait to see her tomorrow though hahha.

Thanks for completing me Shermane Wong.

Qoo10 interview

Went qoo10 for my second interview tonight (diff position). I swear the guys there have attitude problem or something. Or maybe they'r just tryna act macho n shit idk. Irdc if i pass this interview or not anymore man lel.

Miss this banmian eating meowmi.

17 more rts to go.

I tilt a little whenever I think about this. Its not because RT is hard, but because its inconvenient as fuck for people who are fucking working. Sometimes I feel like maybe if I took a break from work and instead just focused on my RT it wont be such a bad thing at all hahaha.

I get annoyed fairly easily nowadays as well, my threshold for idiocracy is super low, and I have some expectations from my loved ones. Maybe its due to all these fucking external stress man. Sometimes I feel like Shermane is afraid to communicate with me what she feels as well, because maybe my response although true, is gonna hurt her feelings or something. I guess this is just one of those days where work is gonna pass by super slowly and I'm just gonna be a little sad n shit. Thats life right?

Just wanna have enough money so i can stop taking shit from assholes man.