Tuesday, November 27, 2018

It's so hard

I dreamt of her again today, I hugged her from behind at an MRT and she looked beautiful as ever, she was really happy to see me and we had a conversation and we got interrupted by foreigners. I knew I was in a dream, and that I was going to wake up late for work, but I chose to stay asleep awhile longer, conversing to foreigners on and MRT next to her IN A DREAM.

Not talking to her is going to be one of the hardest things I've ever have to do, but I gotta do it because I think that's what Shermane would have wanted as well. I love her very much and J want her to be happy.


Sang karaoke till 1 plus with my mates yesterday because I was so afraid to be lonely.


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