Spending money online

The reason why I played so much online games at the beginning was to save moneyas gaming costs literally $0 (excluding your electricity and data bills which you would normally pay for anyway). But recently, i find myself spending little by little on "pixels" and stuff. And i feel that it might be a slippery slope towards reckless spending online. I guess i gotta have more discipline man.

On the other hand, its Monday and somehow I'm not exactly feeling the most productive today. Cant wait for the day to end so i can go home and lie on my bed. (Maybe after a little bit of dota with pp, we'll see)

Made this for my girlfriend months ago, maybe one of these days I'll upload her remade version!

Why blizzard servers so wonky :(

I've been giving in a lot to my inhibitions lately, buying lootboxes, ordering late night macdelivery; i guess i often justify it with me saying that "i do what i want to do" but honestly sometimes these impulse purchases don't even feel that fufiling (im talkin about the mcdelivery). On the other hand, i genuinely want to save money but i am only left with $100 to spend if i dont want to burst my budget. I really hope this month would end soon. Really wanna get away to taiwan now  especially after Im finally done with planning all the itinerary wahaha!!

Cant wait to get home today n overwatch!!

Insomnia my old friend

For the first time in a long time, I am finally again unable to sleep at a regular timing. I guess its kinda my fault that I decided to order McDonalds at such a late time cos i had some munchies. And to be entirely honest i don't even feel that hungry anymore. Shermane is most probably asleep by now? And im stuck at the door waiting for my food to come before i could bring it into my room for a super early "breakfast".

This really brings me back to the old days during my last semester in RMIT where i spent sleepless nights not because uni was tough, but because my sleeping habits were just irregular as heck. I really hope this doesn't become a habit man. I really rather be sleeping early and waking early like a normal, functioning human being. Well too bad right? I really hope i can be asleep in the next hour though if not there's probably really gonna be hell to pay tomorroe at work. Guess I'll have to cancel working out with Shaz tomorrow seeing that im probably only gonna be asleep for four hours or less. Fuck me and my stupid decisions.

Really miss the days back in secondary school where i could fall asleep on a whim. Please let my macs come soon? Also i forgot to post this on sunday. This is a sunday post lolol.

Slow ass day

For some reason, today feels like a really slow ass day. I find myself looking at the clock incessantly for the time to pass, it's not like i have a lot to do once i am home anyway though. Shall not continue posting about my dream today cos i am really not feeling it.

Oh well, we least its gonna be friday tomorrow and I get to go home 30 minutes earlier than any other day! So i guess i got that to look forward to hahaha. Girlfriend has been having a pretty shit week too, hopefully her computer doesnt give her any further problems when we're gaming later.

Having reservist when you're working full time is pretty fun i guess hahaha.

Weird vivid dream (part 3)

I was a little offended by what Mel said, so i asked him to give me an example of when i was acting impulsively. He mentioned "You remember the time we went to that abandoned reservior?" Suddenly, memories of the reservior started coming in even though i was dreaming. It felt so real, I've never actually dreamt up of a memory before that felt like a real thing, the group of people on skateboards skating on the huge pipes, locked doors, etc. All these never actually happened in real life of course, but damn. Those memories were creepy as fuck.

Basically instead of skating like the other "cool rebels" were doing, me and mel decided to explore the reservior, there was an abandoned office-esque building next to it, and somehow we managed to find an unlocked door at their basement carpark or something. (It had a slope). Inside, the place was dark and musty, and we faced our next locked door soonafter without finding much "treasures" except for dust and dirty pieces of metal on the floor. One of us in my "memory" kicked the door down or something and we took a few stairs upwards, not really finding anything of interest. Eventually we reached a deadend, the "stairs" led us to a tiny corridoor with a room and at the bottom suddenly we could hear someone opening the door towards the stairs accompanied by the sound of adults muttering. It didn't seem like it was the police, or any of the skater kids that snuck in a little after us. It almost felt like whoever was a few levels below us at the staircase either works or resides here in this abandoned building next to the reservior.

Cant wait for my next getaway at taiwan with her and the family!

Weird vivid dream (part 2)

Since it's been more than 24 hours now, I'm pretty sure i forgotten some parts of my dream

Anyway, in the next "scene", me Yun Jia and Melvin were in some sort of weird martial arts uniform in a small outdoor badminton court. I asked Yun Jia where Nicol was, she said that he was practising alone in the toilet because hes supposed to be at work right now and does not want to be noticed. (What?) And so the three of us did some exercises and stuff although i cannot remember for the life of me what exactly were we practising for. Suddenly mel asked me "So are you ready for the fight tomorrow?" It was at that moment i "remembered" that i got challenged to a fight by some huge guy at school (idk which) tomorrow. "Well i dont know, maybe the big guy didn't mean what he said when he wanted to fight me." I replied. Mel laughed at that notion and mocked that I always do things without thinking of the consequences.

Well im too lazy to write the rest already. Its pretty amazing how Im able to rememer so much of my dream though! Some parts feel so real.

Weird vivid dream i had (part 1)

I was driving down the road near my house area when suddenly a trishaw cut my lane (lol?), knowing that braking wasn't enough, i swerves into the next lane and attempted to brake. Gently bumping into a motorbike's rear. I got off the car to check for damages, there was none although the rider said that there were some paint scratches. I feel like the paint scratches were already present before i even bumped into him but I said "ok I'll transfer you $300 bucks for your paint job.". Suddenly, Nicol and Yun Jia stopped beside me in their bikes, and asked me what happened. I explained to them briefly and told them: "We should get going."

There's so much more to this dream and it gets even weirder afterwards. But right now im just so lazy to write and i'd rather be reading "Tokyo Ghoul". So this'll end here for today :)

Fuck slow walkers

I hate the part of me that is too courteous at times. Taking the commute during weekdays can be bloody dreadful at times. Oh well, too bad im broke af yea?

Recently turned down a job at Teleconnect because i thought I might have more prospect at my current job, i guess only time will tell now huh. Although oddly enough im a little socially inept at work for some weird reason. I literally just asked a guy who held the lift for me if he held the lift for me recently. What the hell? Really felt like burying my head into a hole right there n then.

But on the other hand, i think i need to control my temper. Im so irritable recently.

Haven't met Mr Sherman in a while too. Ah im too swamped nowadays anyway

I think im working out with Shaz today

But im not sure, what if he forgets? I guess it'll be good too since i can just go to sleep peacefully tonight haha. Today is probably the sleepiest I've been this week!  I notice that my blog has kinda gotten a little more boring nowadays since I'm doing waaaayyy less reflections. But meh whatever, I'm not a philisopher.

Kinda hungry now since i haven't eaten breakfast or anything since 7pm yesterday. Probably gonna go for another subway feast later with lam mwahah. Or maybe I'll go for kfc? I don't know hmm..

One of my colleague is leaving today too, idk if i should get him a farewell gift yet, feeling kinda lazy to get anything.

Watched kingsmen 2 yesterday with the lady, it was pretty good i'd say haha.

Halloween is almost here!

But just like any other year, I'll probably be doing nothing but staying home and playing on my computer hahaha. The notion of dressing up sounds pretty fun but honestly there's really nowhere to go apart from clubbing n shit. Unless somehow my company decides to organise a halloween party which I highly doubt so hahahha!

Anyway today is the the 20th month that me n shermane has been together! Time flies pretty quickly eh?

Somehow i feel like my english is getting worse :(

Maybe i should change telco

Its weird to me how apps lile facebook and instagram drain more data than your online mobile games. Although i kinda get it since loading new images n videos probably meant that the phone is downloading more new content than your everyday app, still cant reallt get over it though. Its like using social media on the commute just isnt viable anymore if you have a 5gb plan phone.

Anyway, lets hope monday passes quickly!!

I've graduated but i still don't really feel like an adult at times hahaha