Day 92

Feels like me and shermane has been together for a really long time but the truth is, it has only been 92 days!

The girl came over today to hang out after I crashed her outing with her church friends. They're pretty nice people! Life has been pretty good ever since holidays started. Money is running a little low though.. shall wait for my agent to go find me my cpf job back again soon.

Even till today, sometimes I'm pretty impressed that I've somehow managed to find such a good girl to get together with, who would've thought the cute girl I met at Eugene's baby shower would turn out to be my girlfriend huh! She's really awesome too!!

Kk I shall not "brag" too much about her here online. Doesn't really feel right if my single friends reads this haha. Till another time!

Yeah I know this pic is really unglamorous and all but hey! It's still you! Love you honey! Thanks for sticking around with this fat jerk hahaha

1st day of my holiday

So on the first day og my holiday (today). I actally managed to wake up at 9am. Oh my god waking up at 9am in the weekday is a really weird thing when you don't have plans at all.. Shall wait for yingchuan and Justin to be awake and maybe do something hahaha!

Yesterday was pretty eventful I'd say? I realize I can't win every battle. And sometimes it's best to let things rest in order to have a peaceful ending. So weird right? I've always thought that I could fight against everything that I feel that is unjust but it isn't the case anymore. Sometimes it's better to take a step back and reflect on whether you've been too selfish. I guess the main aim is to not lose track on what matters to you the most haha. Kinda cryptic maybe? I know.

Thanks for being there for me even when it's inconvenient for you. I'll work harder to become someone worthy of your efforts ;)

2 down 2 to go

Yesss I'm finally left with marcomm and market research papers! Still kinda nervous though hope I can pass my SQ and law..

Girlfriend has been coming over a lot recently. Which is pretty nice uh provided we can find the mood to study when we are with each other hahaha. Thank god for my irregular sleeping patterns at least I have one less distraction in the night (not that I hate being distracted tho hahaha)

Oh fuck my face is rly fat now. God pls gimme strength to exercise after my exams :(

You're sweet.

So girlfriend just left my place five hours ago, and I'm missing her already.

Sigh, I wish I could sleep like a normal human does man.. can't wait for exams to be over so at least when I can't sleep I can always just go binge watch some "office" or other shows that I haven't caught up with in a super long time.. Fuck exams!

Thanks for coming down today love despite me being so annoying and sleeping while you were here.. You're really cool you know? Although today wasn't rly a super productive day but it's okay! Nothing beats having you over! Can't wait for exams to be over so we can spend more quality time together hur hur hur (btw this pic wasn't taken today just saying)

Judgement day is coming

Oh man my submissions are coming up and the only project I'm confident in is my SQ.. Today was fairly productive for my project teams tho! Managed to get everyone on the same page for marcomm and I haven't heard any problems for MR yet. I might be able to survive this after all!

In less than 10 hours I'm going to be at punggol for my double date with Melvin. Hope sherms will enjoy herself tomorrow hehe! Pretty excited! Picnic is gonna be awesome!

Recently I realize i've been letting my mouth run loose a little. It's time to man up and stop whining about every single thing mate. The last thing I wna do is to hurt someone who cares about me with my foul mouth.. time to work harder!

Pretty proud of you to give yourself to god. But I'm even prouder of the fact that I somehow managed to get a girl like you hurhur.

Maybe I just have a fucked up body clock.

But it's hard to tell. I hate this lifestyle. I hate lying on my bed for hours and hours browsing my phone or just facing the ceiling before I feel the urge to fall asleep. It's not normal. In fact, it's pretty fucked up.

That feeling where you're too tired to do anything, but too awake to fucking fall asleep is fucking infuriating. And fucked up thoughts just keep running through your mind. Like what if I die young? Will I be able to do well for my tests even though I don't really wanna read through my textbooks? How can I motivate my MR group mates to not be such lazy pieces of shit?

This is fucking infuriating la. Fuck it I'm going to go turn on my com and see what I can do for my Marcomm parts. Fuck this bloody nonsense.

Maybe once I enter the working world for long enough I'd be able to adjust my sleeping patterns back. Or maybe this fucked up lifestyle will just one day kill me instead.

Well at least things aren't as bad as they can be, at least I got you :)

Incoming hectic schedule

So somehow I managed to to survive CommLaw without studying much. Which is good I guess? The week has barely begun and I've started my Monday on a fairly shitty note.. Tuesday was fairly decent tho! Sighhh I can't wait for my projects to all be done with so I can finally kick back and relax without anything on the back on my mind :(

Gws honey ily :)