Fell asleep early today like around 11pm yet i'm awake now again. Must be the cold huh. Kinda making me miss the hot weather I had when I was having my two weeks block leave.. Welp i'm back here! Nth I can do about it but to hang in there for another 38 weeks! Doesn't feel that long when you see it like that huh! In less than 10 hours time I'll be leaving camp for my physiotherapy once more. Hope this isn't the last time or anything ba cos physios while not being just generally helpful for my hand, also helps me escape from this dusty, dirty place for a while. Really grateful for it its what keeps my sanity intact when I'm in camp sometimes. Call me weak but I really really dislike being held against my will in a place for a year and ten months. At least there's only 8 months plus plus to go. 😆I really want to improve on my English man..
Gotta do 4ntm guard duty this Sunday, which means that while I get to book out this Friday, I'll have to book back in on Saturday night again. Sigh, hope this will be the last weekend duty i'll be doing in the next three weeks. 😞
Fiona's birthday is coming up!! Please don't gimme guard duty on 5th or 6th April pls encik!!
To the people I've hurt/offended late last year: I do not expect you all to forgive me, but I sincerely wish you all the best in your future endeavours. I was in a really unstable mood/condition at the period of time and I handled myself poorly and shamefully. That kind of behavior was unacceptable and I hope that nothing of that sort would ever happen again for the rest of my life 😧
On a totally unrelated note, I really wanna talk to you on the phone eh, like try to right my "wrongs" and all, but we aren't even close and i'm not a fan of being ignored, you could say that I'm kinda fond of you but still nah. It's apparent that I am not someone important anyway. I guess I tried too hard (and too little at the wrong time) already uh. Lesson learnt ohwell! Wasted. But maybe not since perhaps we didn't waste each others time after all! You'll never know who you are uh but yeah, I got too impatient and made a string of wrong moves uh. Got what I deserved.
Really really not looking forward to doing guard duty on Sunday mannnnn.. Nvm take it as compensating for my "bad army karma"!
Becoming really careless recently. Hate it.
Oh yeah my camp had a blackout just the other day only! Pretty cool shit but lasted for like 2 hours then everything went back to normal again!
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