I just realized im becoming an awkward person just like how I used to be in secondary school after getting bullied for two years back then. Starting to stutter more and more.. Worst part is I don't even know what I can do to gain it back again.
I somehow find myself having an even smaller vocabulary nowadays. It's like my brain is regressing or something. Dafug.
Maybe I should consider becoming a hermit, I've had a good long run anyway.
Everytime I hear the song "How to save a life" and it comes to the "Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend somewhere in the bitterness" part, I think of Andy and how I fucked up everything in a moment of spite. Sigh too bad I guess, I still can't trust him till today and I doubt he can too. It's ironic how something that starts off beautifully can end in such an ugly manner.
Girl you really damaged me good. But I guess it isn't entirely your fault.
NTS: I should stop being a douche.
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