Today is shaz's birthday

But i don't really know what can i do to celebrate his birthday with him. I guess as you grow older, you prolly find less joy in the typical things you'd normally do when you're young, since they're pretty boring now lol.

I'm starting to feel a little hungry now. But i don't really wanna go eat yet. My parents are right that i am probably eating too heatily but i cannot help but wanna have some kinda burger today urghhh.. And i still owe myself 128 situps as of now. So fml.

Kinda wanna fuck it and just eat whatever the fuck i wanna and smoke whenever the hell i wanna. But its seriously so fucking hard to be disciplined. Why cant i get addicted to the healthier stuff?

I guess it's true what they say la, 学坏三天, 学好三年。