Judgement day is coming

Oh man my submissions are coming up and the only project I'm confident in is my SQ.. Today was fairly productive for my project teams tho! Managed to get everyone on the same page for marcomm and I haven't heard any problems for MR yet. I might be able to survive this after all!

In less than 10 hours I'm going to be at punggol for my double date with Melvin. Hope sherms will enjoy herself tomorrow hehe! Pretty excited! Picnic is gonna be awesome!

Recently I realize i've been letting my mouth run loose a little. It's time to man up and stop whining about every single thing mate. The last thing I wna do is to hurt someone who cares about me with my foul mouth.. time to work harder!

Pretty proud of you to give yourself to god. But I'm even prouder of the fact that I somehow managed to get a girl like you hurhur.

Maybe I just have a fucked up body clock.

But it's hard to tell. I hate this lifestyle. I hate lying on my bed for hours and hours browsing my phone or just facing the ceiling before I feel the urge to fall asleep. It's not normal. In fact, it's pretty fucked up.

That feeling where you're too tired to do anything, but too awake to fucking fall asleep is fucking infuriating. And fucked up thoughts just keep running through your mind. Like what if I die young? Will I be able to do well for my tests even though I don't really wanna read through my textbooks? How can I motivate my MR group mates to not be such lazy pieces of shit?

This is fucking infuriating la. Fuck it I'm going to go turn on my com and see what I can do for my Marcomm parts. Fuck this bloody nonsense.

Maybe once I enter the working world for long enough I'd be able to adjust my sleeping patterns back. Or maybe this fucked up lifestyle will just one day kill me instead.

Well at least things aren't as bad as they can be, at least I got you :)

Incoming hectic schedule

So somehow I managed to to survive CommLaw without studying much. Which is good I guess? The week has barely begun and I've started my Monday on a fairly shitty note.. Tuesday was fairly decent tho! Sighhh I can't wait for my projects to all be done with so I can finally kick back and relax without anything on the back on my mind :(

Gws honey ily :)

Fat life

So it's nearing 3am and I'm just done with my pizza supper. Shit man I really need to exercise.. My face is a full circle when I smile now fml.

This week and the next is gonna be pretty hectic! Hope I'll have time to study for my commercial law test next tuesday. I really really shouldn't have pokered today. What a stupid move.. God please give me strength to let go of all these vices..

On a side note, me and sherms are gonna celebrate our monthsary this Friday! Guess that's gonna be pretty fun. Can't wait! Accidentally spoiled a surprise for her but I guess it's cool? I'll try to hide any future surprises better then :)

Can't believe I'm still capable of doing retarded stuff like this. Guess the child in me never died huh.

I think I need to pick up the pace a little

So yeah, insomnia caught up with me again. Hopefully it'll be over once I'm done with this post though haha.

So.. I've been slacking off pretty hard today, feel like I should be more productive. Like I should work out or rush my project but instead my day was wasted on the office and dota. Not that it wasn't enjoyable, but I really needa pick up the pace soon man seeing that my schedule is gonna be pretty packed on the upcoming week..

It's the middle of the semester and I still can't seem to find my mojo back.. Well at least I've secured 10% of my marks for both SQ and Law so that's pretty awesome! And me and Sherm's first month is coming up really soon too! Kinda looking forward to it but I don't really know where to bring her yet hmm.. She's pretty cool though, low maintenence girlfriend ftw! :)

Dammit why is the office so frickin addictive? Really hope I don't fall asleep in class tomorrow..

So yeah this is a video from yesterday at ikea. I needa grow up hahaha

Short update

Finally done with both online quizzes. Did fairly well so at least that's a load off my mind :)

Life's been great these past few days! Me and the annoying woman have been slowly getting to know each other better and sorting things out, schoolwork is fine although I really need to start studying for my class test soon and my TP is coming up and Mr.Chua didn't reply my text message. Shall go text him again now. Bugger never ever replies, he should really learn to use the sms function tho can't wait to get my license I swear..

Need to work even harder although it feels so good to just slack off and lie on my bed and binge watch the office. Oh well, fighting!

Even your unglams are pretty cute hun hur hur

I am afraid of the unknown.

I've always been the kind of guy that measures if something is worthwhile before I even attempt something, because I don't want to waste my limited time here on earth.

What I'm about to go through from here on out isn't going to be simple at all. In fact, I can imagine that it's going to be pretty frustrating, having to keep my cool and at the same time comfort her and tell her that everything is alright, and tell myself that the way she's treating me now is just cold feet and nothing more serious than that. It's fucking frightening, but hey I'm going to do it anyway, it's not like it's going to kill me or anything and who knows? Even if I fail I might actually learn something. But I don't really wanna think about failing right now. That's right. We are gonna make it through, as long as you're willing :)

I guess I just need reassurance. But if I asked I'll probably come off as demanding. Oh well, they say men learn the fastest thru hard times. Let's see if what happens next will teach me anything at all.

I am very into you. And I want us to be happy together.

I'm pretty exhausted right now. But that isn't going to stop me.