Scariest comic I've ever read.

Reading the webcomic "Friday: the forbidden tales" is pretty scary. It makes you look at life as a fairly fragile and meaningless thing. But yet the content is so refreshing. I better be careful not to get influenced by these "dark comics" too much. Its true that i like to challenge my own prespective at times to learn but this comic is a little too scary, because the things they say makes sense. It gives its readers some sort of existential crisis in every chapter, making us think of things that we could have ignored.

But at the same time, i feel stimulated. I am afraid that once i am done with this series it will be hard for me to find something as refreshing to read again. But then again, you never know if something is truly refreshing until you've tried it yea?

Taking half day off today, Shermane might be meeting me later too! I think today will be a good day haha.

Routine

Most people dislike working a 9-6 job daily on the weekdays. But oddly enough i actually kinda like this routine lifestyle. Me, the playful kid in primary/secondary school who constantly breaks rules and causes trouble is actually enjoying the daily grind of clocking in and clocking out.

I guess as you get older, your needs and wants changes. Although I do miss waking up whenever I want to from time to time, i kinda like it that i have stuff to do everyday when i wake up. Instead of just bumming around looking for plans to do. Maybe its because all my friends are older and working as well. Maybe its because I'm too broke to do anything else. Or maybe because my life is just kinda boring in the weekdays nowadays. Im sure even my friend shaz can feel it too.

But all in all, im grateful to have a job. I guess this is what people call having a "work-life balance"? :)

Tongue ulcer

Its been more than a month since Vesak day when i got that super swollen lymph node along with this weird "feeler" looking ulcer at the bottom of my tongue. The doctor back then said they were both unrelated but I know sure they are. And I'm 80% sure it is because of me eating too much heaty food and smoking a little too much. It gets super painful when i start fiddling with it too.

Its kinda worrisome that my tongue ulcer hae veen around for more than a month now. Glenn told me that ulcers can last for a long time but even this long is still kinda scary. For now, i will archive my experience here lest something bad happens to me in the future.

Kinda late for work today but i have a feeling today is going to be a short day :)

2nd spicy shit of the day.

Taking my 2nd spicy shit of the day today cos of the 2x spicy noodles i had yesterday. Kinda glad that its my last pack too hahaha time to go back to regular food instead of that spicy nonsense. The aftermath is really no joke, it feels way more painful coming out thab going in.

But that god for the long weekend today. Although i am kinda bored right now, I'm sure I'll be able to find something to do later on anyway :)

Most likely gonna play some online games with this silly girl tho cos Shaz is sick, Lam is out visiting, and Nicol seems to want to sleep in hmm..

Finally finished reading Monster

Holy crap monster is a seriously good manga. Although it's a little slow paced at times, the author managed to enthralled all the way to it's final chapters! I find myself feeling a little emotionally attached to each and everyone of the characters. Hats off to you Naoki Urasawa!

Nowadays i still find myself getting pretty easily annoyed by things around me. From obnoxiously obese and noisy women and children, or long queues for food, to crowds and delayed public transports. I am a grouchy guy. But i dont think my annoyance is unfounded. But the thing that annoys me the most is still incompetent retards telling you what to do. But hey, thank god for monster manga man. It was a good distraction.

I know it looks like im always uploading the same damn photos. But they're really not haha. Deleting them one by one whenever i upload these.

Operating profit can never be higher than revenue

I don't know whats gotten over me this morning lol. To think that I can forget something to simple when it made perfect sense. Should've paid more attention in school and retain these things I've learnt instead of throwing them away hahaha!

This morning. I made a mistake that my typically dumb colleague would make. And i guess my new manager now thinks im a retard too. Sigh..

Might be going to somerset later to meet shermane wohoo!!

I will do situps today!

After what feels like a gazillion years, im finally going to exercise again although it is probably the worst possible day since I've bren having slight chest tightness since yesterday night and my stomach hurts. But i guess i need to stop feeling motivated only when i am in "pain". Fuck the circumstances. I will sit the fuck up out of my tummy! (Also i hope i don't die halfway. I've heard real cases of those.)

Maybe next time i could like change into a comfortable set of clothings and jog home from kembangan mrt. That would be pretty challenging!

Also i have somehow forgotten how the tire pumps for my bicycle works. Fml man. 

Left eye swollen since i woke up

Shermane isn't coming over today, so I had the chance to go to RWS to hang out with the uni peeps. Im so sleepy though. And my swollen eye isnt helping.

This is what adult is huh? Working all weekday and exhaustingly trying to have fun during the weekends? Im glad i have plans today tho hahaha.

Didnt get to spend much bonding time with my mum this week. But its okay i guess? Since tomorrow is Father's day. 

Fighting the Z monster

My skin below my right eye has been swollen for a few hours now. I don't know how long more will it be there for but it's making me super sleepy. And the worst part is I havr responsibilities till at least 11pm today :(

Probably meeting shermane tomorrow! She had that beautiful smile even when she was young huh!

I am taking super long to finish my manga despite it being pretty nice

Everyone in the office thinks im super young cos im on contract, but the sad truth is im actually 24 years old working a job that should be handled by younger people haha. Its a little tragic but it's true that im falling behind people my age group a little though..

But i kinda like it job , i like what im doing, i like the location, and i like the people here. So even though i might be too old to be on contract, i think i might stick through it and extend should the opportunity  (and increased benefits) arises. But hey, theres still 9 plus more months to go so maybe I'm speaking a little too soon.

Meeting the peeps for lunch later. I wonder how is liangyi doing in america rn haha

I fucking hate packed trains

So there was a period in my life after my O levels where me and my friend Benjamin would go for muay thai classes almost daily, and then afterwards go for some fried rice near his place. I dont know why i am suddenly reminded of this period in my life but reminiscing felt kinda good. Maybe because it was so simple back then, and also because i was so much fitter then hahahha. My girlfriend and i tried to attend muay thai lessons again next week but somehow it just didn't feel the same. Probably because its kinda far from my house compared to my old gym haha.

And recently i found my old handwraps so there's like four pairs of handwraps laying around in a box in my room. Urgh.

Ah, my girlfriend is quite the artist ain't she? :)

Finally spent the 10k of my overwatch coins on the skins i wanted

And i don't know what do feel about that now that i only have like 900bucks left hahaha. Guess its kinda worth it?

On another note i realized exploding kittens cost like 27 ringgit online lol. Well whatever :/

Meeting the peeps for a hike next saturday! I wonder if my fat body will be able to carry me through hahaha

My girlfriend is the queen of exploding kittenz

So last friday, I went to buy myself the card game exploding kittens after playing it twice when my uni friends came over to hang out. And man was it fun! Turns out, Shermanr actually has some sort of secret affinity with this damned card game hahaha! I think in total i did like 250 buddha claps and 60 situps. Fuck i can tell that im getting fat.

Kinda wanna get imploding kittens man. Exploding kittens is lots of fun but it does get abit simple after awhile as there are only a few strategies you can employ hahaha. Can't wait to try out the 5 player version! (Although nothing much would prolly change haha)

P.s. i realize maybe i am an introvert. I keep averting peoples gazes in the office for some odd reason.

In another news, my artist removed my tattoo picture from his instsgram. What would he do that? :/ was it not up to his usual standard?