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That's what I'm gonna get for my compre paper. Cos I didnt go for it today. Didnt feel like it. Siao hor? Prelims still liddat. Dont worry, I know I english good jiu can liao. No need to prove by results. O levels come then you call see lor. =))

Combined Science paper today was surprisingly easy. I didnt see any really hard questions. Hope I can do well for my papers this time round bah, this is the last paper for my prelims le. Monday i'm going to go back to the mundane school life. Or maybe not! Cos I'm sitting next to Haidar. =))

Cancelled my chemistry tuition today as well. Feel like really giving myself a break. I've been working harder than my normal for this week. I'm gonna give myself a small small break before continuing next monday. =)) Will study at saturday as well. Went to TM just now with Mel, Val, Alicia. Nothing much to do leh... just walkwalk cos very early... Was okay la. My legs are kinda tired now. I just wanna sleep.. Arcade people dont let me play para para cos I wearing school uniform.. Otherwise I woulda at least entertained them a little. Super long never wear school uniform go outside liao.. Bought something for Ced's birthday as well. Not planning to wrap it. nehnehnipoopoo. Its better if I dont wrap. Charmaine Theng you better remember to pay me tomorrow hor. That was my concession bus money.

As for the card... maybe I'll do it later when I'm feeling more jing shen bah? Later probably going up to cousin's house to slack and catch up a little.. I'm happy. Cos tomorrow YingChuan and Lovell is coming for cellgroup!!! =DD

To Lovell and YingChuan: Paiseh brother and sister... Sometimes really not free to pei you all. Hope you will understand and have fun tomorrow! =))

~237

This is how I kinda look like in the year 2014,  anyway I guess my motto during my secondary school days was "船到桥头自然直" huh! Like not really giving a shit about the future and just living in the present without any worries. Ah how blissful life was back then! It's been quite awhile since I've hung out with my cousins already! Miss those citadel days sigh..

What the hell..

Today was an awesomely stupid day for me. I feel so pissed at myself.. Came home super early today, but could've been earlier lor.. I feel like slapping myself..

Today had maths paper 1, lasted for two hours. The questions still okay la. I seriously need more revision and study more. Then hopefully by the end of the year I can get good marks for my maths bah. It isnt all that hard actually..

Seriously kum gong today... I made two mistakes due to my carelessness. One is concerning the exams, another is concerning me WASTING 1 HOUR++ OF MY LIFE!!! WALAO!! Feel like slapping myself sia..

RetardedPieceOfShitGoStandInACornerAndDie. -.-

There's this question in my papers, I can remember clearly. Question 14. Its not hard at all lor. Just that it required protractor to do. Which I didnt have.. So I continued doing other questions. Decided to not do that question at all. After completing the paper, I go chat with ben quietly. Shun bian ask him if he got protractor lend me.. He say no. Then I also nevermind lor.. Then suddenly, Valerie turn around as me dont talk anymore leh. So I also shun bian ask her if got protractor. She say dun have then turn infront. So I turned back to talk to ben again. Ben ask me to excercise more so I wont look so cao lao..

Suddenly, Valerie turn back and then bang my table. Then I look. My eraser shaking. I thought she secretly took my eraser then now returning back to me. Then she smile. Normal people of course think she smile cos she thinks its funny right? =.=

So didnt really care... continued chatting with ben till the papers were over. Teacher came to collect paper. Then Valerie turned back and said. "You go die la.." I was like.. huh? What I do? Then she pick up this protractor from my table and returned to Usha.. =.=

So actually, the true story was, when she banged my table. She passed me the protractor. I feel so pissed at myself sia.. Could've done question 14 and then got free marks de. But then I busy talking to Ben then never notice the almost invisible protractor cos it was transparent... Super pissed at myself now la.. If you were me you would also want to slap yourself lor..

Thanks for lending me the protractor anyways. I'll remember this favour de..

The kumgong story of ADP doesn't end here.

Went for english prelims then wanted to go back home. Alone. Know what happened? Cos I was eager to go home, i took this bus to take me to the bus stop infront so I can have more buses to take home. Namely 60 and 87. Then took this bus called 58. Missed a stop. You know where did the next stop end up? Some ulu ulu place in tampinese.. I was actually thinking lor.. "Hais.. nevermind. Miss one stop at most I walk back nia.. then end up in tampinese." WALAO EHS THEN YOU WANT ME WALK BACK FROM TAMPINESE TO BEDOK AH!? SCREW IT LA!!!

So continued taking the bus until pasir ris.. Stopped halfway to buy Mcdonalds then took this bus to pasir ris inter. Then took 17 to bedok there, then took 222 home. Noticed how many bus I took before getting home? 4. And it wasted one frickin hour of my life. At least I ate though. On the bus.. Feeling ultra retarded.. Just now when my bus passed a group of PRCS people, I was suddenly reminded of two things. Today PRCS had cellgroup. And one more thing someone told me... PRCS uniform looks like KFC!!! LOL!!!

Feeling stupid now... Cecilia's coming over to teach me maths later.. Hais.. I think i'll use com awhile then go sleep until 7 la.. Then have to start studying again le..

Stupid stupid stupid me.. I feel like shit.. I finally learnt that opportunities sometimes comes so silently and invisibly that you might not see it at first until its too late. Just like that invisible protractor that was on my table for like 5 mins.. =.=

Thanks Val.

~237

After reading this post I really feel like giving val a great big hug for being so "smart" and kind to me sia! Haven't met her in a long time already she's a funny person! I really wanna thank god for always placing awesome people by my side and helping me out in times of need uh, which is another reason why I gotta become stronger, so that one day I can reciprocate them and help them out again when they need me. (07/05/14)

Wednesday

Today's wednesday. Cecilia's down with a cold, and therefore didnt come to my house for tuition.

Had Chemistry today. Thanks to my mugging yesterday, today's paper didnt seem hard. Should have no problem passing bah. Realised theres still alot of stuff I dont know lor.. Hais.. gonna go study again later tonight bah.. Today was fun. Chemistry was easier than I thought.

After chemistry I was practically free from 10 to 230. Lotsa free time sias. So went down to Nicol's house while others were having exams and then pei mummy look at baby and watched TV.. Then went back to school at 12 to meet Nicol they all cos their exams are done already. Theres someone super extra around us lor.. I seriously dont like.

POA was a disaster. I dont think I can pass this time round.. the last question I totally donno how to do can? SianZiPua.. Lasted for one hour only. After than went to Nicol's house to play his bike with JunLe, TianLoke, Ben and SeYen. The bike's outta oil.. So pathetic.. Ben raced this little kid on a bike two times and lost. Ehh.. we had motor and we still lost. Nicol carried JunLe and raced the boy again. And lost again. We're like so losing face can?

Played bike and chatted until 7+, Then now back at home lor.. Bei Pan by Cao Ge is nice. A little addicted to it now. Wanna faster learn the lyrics. LOOKING FORWARD TO CELLGROUP THIS WEEK!! =)) Lovell and YingChuan is joining us!!! Woots~

Ohya.. before I log off. I know I've already thank you once le. But I want to thank you again SOFIAHEAR! Thanks for accompanying me. I think if you didnt pei me ton study de hua. I would've slept a long long time ago. Really thanks alot! =)) If got chances lets go it again alright?

Now that I mention it.. I've only slept for 1 and a half hours today. And I dont feel tired at all.. Weird... maybe someday I might just fall asleep and never wake up again LOL. Nahh, I cant let that happen yet. Too many things I havent done yet. Too many things I havent experience. Too many promises I haven't fufilled. I cant die yet. LOL

~237

I still renenber Nicol's house was really dilapidated back then, like there were cockroaches in the sink and stuff, but someone it was one of my favourite hangout places back then haha! Probably because of the company I guess? I still remember the baby being really cute! As it grew older it was really tanned and we'll behaved, wonder how it's doing now :) Sigh, can't believe I'm blogging so much about CHC back then. So embarassing.. (07/05/14, ADP)

Gong

RAWR!!!

Today's tuesday, the day of my POA and Physics prelims. I'm gonna fail my POA as well hais.. this isnt about having faith anymore. Faith without action is dead. Just like I didnt study for my poa much as well... Ohwells..

Today's POA exam lasted two hours. During POA prelim. I wanted to go to the washroom. So I raised my hand. Mrs Chan came and I asked her if I could go. She said no. Cos theres no teacher around to bring me. Bullshit la. Mr Som was there lor. You stupid old woman.. So nevermind. I tahan lor.. The story dosent end there. I raised my hand again to attract attention. Miss Yong came. Asked the same question, kena rejected again. She said something like "Wait till you're really urgent then I'll let you go." Screw you la. If I really urgent I piss my pants liao lo.. I got huan tio you anot? Why must you treat me liddat sia? So I had to tahan again.. Later I raised my hand again. Finally Mr. Som came. The funny part starts here. There's a toilet behind the stage of the hall but I didnt know that. Mr Som wanted to bring me there. I thought he wanted me to stand on the stage cos I thought I did something bad. When he stepped up the stage and went behind it. I didnt follow him. Instead i walked out of the hall to look for the backdoor to the stage. The door was locked. -.- No choice lor.. have to go back.

When I went back into the hall, Mr Som was walking out of the hall to find me. LOL he zi tao shocked abit. I can see Ben and Valerie laughing behind there lor. I think Mel was also laughing. Then I followed him behind the stage. Then realised that there was a toilet there. I'm kum gong one can? Sorry la people.. Well, at least that provided some entertainment to the mundane exam experiences. I gave some people a good laugh I guess? Ben wants to jio me out to look at Cosplay at Suntec next saturday I think.. That means I wont be coming for cellgroup probably.. I think I'll inform Cecilia next week cos skali last minute Ben change his mind. =/

Went to mac after prelims to slack with friends from 4A and 4B today. Everyone wanted to try the new lunch thingy that ended at 2pm. So we all rushed there. Chatted, JunLe showed them my para para dance thingy. We had a few ideas on how to screw the game up the next time as well. =DD

Took quite alot of candid pics cos I was so damn bored.

I dont know why I just kinda like this picture... =))

Went to Nicol's house with JunLe, Bernice, and Seyen to look at a 1 month old baby... Whoa.. its seriously tough job man. I wanna be a father next time!!! But I'm gonna let my wife take care of the baby when its just an infant. =DD

Actually planned to study at Nicol's house, but everyone wanted to go home. So I also went home.. Used com awhile, and slept all the way will 10. Woke up, watched the news, started studying and watched CSI a little too.. Darnit. Today's studies also not very good lor. Cos not able to concentrate with the TV on, then I lazy to move my ass somewhere else.. After CSI, dad went to bed and I can finally hao hao study abit..

Copied and read notes, then on the com once more. Here I am. Imma go study a little later after blogging this down. Currently talking to SofiaHear and ShiMin. Both sec 2 people LOL. One is studying while one is slacking. -.-

Some people set super high standards for themselves while others set super low standards for themselves. I'm in the super low standards category... I'm content with what I am now I guess? Mehee.. Good luck getting into the class you like Sofia!!! =))

~237

Flunk

Whoa.. so long never so early come back home le.. Its 3pm now.

I also feel like very long never go school le. Today went back to school to take my Maths and History Prelims. I am so so so dead.

I will definately flunk my maths this time round. If I get a D7 or higher for my maths prelims. I would jump for joy! =DD. Too many questions dont know. They never gimme formulas for the important ones. I think my school is using the prelims as a wake up call to all those slackers like me. Good job. They managed to wake me up. I'm gonna study alot alot from now on.. Off to study my physics later on.

History didnt turn out as hard as I expected. SBQ was easy. The SEQ was a little harder as I didnt study. But i managed to give some relevant points and I think I can pass with those kinda marks.. not high though.. I shall study more on that too..

Mel and Val asked me about 60s of fame today! Hahas.. Didnt talk much about it though. I'll try to bring them for the Asia conference after Os. Hope they'll really be able to join me. =DD

Today went to TechView after prelims, and then ate and slacked. Melvin managed to get his hands on my phone and deleted his ugly photos... Shit. He said Laura's chio though. =DD

I really wish I got more chance to see Laura lor... we bond very quickly. But we got very little chances to do that.. Hais... Laura oh Laura.. Pray pray pray that we get into the same poly same course okay? Then I drag you to church to pei me so you'll never leave me again. =DDD My happy smiley girlfriend-if-possible LOL. I feel quite safe saying this cos she'll NEVER read my blog. Very little people besides my churchmates know my blog link. Even much lesser from my primary school. So I'm safe. =DD

I also suddenly get the feeling to want to jio my cousin to go to church as well.. But the time is not right yet. I know it. Lets wait a little while and let Lovell, YingChuan, JunLe, and Tyson get more into the church first ya?

Everyone Jiayou as well!!! I believe if everyone really plays a part, doubling our church and cellgroup attendence is a piece of cake! Get your siblings! Get your best friends! Get ur parents! Get them all!!

I realised I have still been blogging daily nowadays, life's just so fun for me huh? Well, I really hope I dont regret when I get back my result slips. Maybe if my studies suck. I'll go work in the church as a full-time worker? Sounds good..

Its now 0136 am in the morning. I just couldnt get to sleep hais... Studied for 1 and a half hours today. Learnt quite alot. Fairly glad with myself now. Tomorrow's POA and Physics prelims. Wish me luck! Hahas. Hope I can fall asleep soon.

Never assume things. Cos it seriously makes an ass out of you and me. Mark Conner tells me to treat everyone with a 10. Yes, it would indeed make the world a better place. But I just cant do it. I also dont want to PRETEND to treat you with a 10. Cos I'm not a hypocrite. I dont want to be like "HEY! How's it going man? How have you been? Are you doing well in blah blah blah?" When in my mind I seriously dislike you. I am honest to myself. I seriously dont have any feelings for you. Can you stop assuming that I do and then avoid me as if like I'm so in need of you? Dont think so damn highly of yourself. People change, my feelings change. I can like you this minute and the next minute something could change my mind. So stop assuming unless I declare it. Cos my word is my bond. If I really said something it would mean that I'm ready to pay the price. If I didnt then dont assume. Ass-u-me. Shut up.

My eyes are a little heavy now. I think i'll go to sleep soon. Got Prelims tomorrow mehehe.. Quite proud of myself today. Hope I can do better tomorrow! =D

The second last paragraph was a paragraph of utter randomness. =/
~237

So anyway I'm just done watching "Eden", pretty good show really! I remember flanking my prelims really badly but ah well! At least my Os turned out fine? Wow I kinda can't believe that mel and Val would actually ask about the 60s of fame thingie. It was kinda boring though if I remember correctly hahaha!! I think I was kinda irritating to Laura back then actually haha! Was never really good with girls :/ the paragraph about assumptions was probably dedicated to Charmaine though I think? Oh my god so embarrassed I'd actually take a like to someone of thar calibre back then -.-

Satisfied?

Am I satisfied with myself now?

Today I decided to study my maths and History. Didnt turn out too well. The maths was too hard and the history was too boring... I have to tell you guys the truth. I did not study very much today cos after awhile I felt a little sleepy... I really really need god's strength now..

Today was an okay day. I brought Yingchuan and Tyson to church. They both seem rather attracted. I'm happy! =DD A little sad Lovell couldn't join me today lor.. Even he's starting to study also le.. Waahh.. must buck up!!!

The service today was good. The praise song today was okay.. But the worship song "Amazing Grace" turned out to be really good today. Whoa.. I love that song now. Today celebrated Josiah's bdae. His mum bought for the cellgroup a $100 cake. Wow, I think his mum really loves him alot. I think I must really fellowship to Josiah a little more. Maybe he'll open up to me then. =DD. I heard he was fairly happy with his present.

Went to Airport with Jordan, Nicholas, Yingchuan, Jonathan, Cyril and Charmaine to Airport to study and eat a little. Met this madman there. He pissed me off quite abit cos he tiao-ed Jonathan for quite a long while. I think my temper's still rather bad lor. I was ready to grab a chair and slam it into that guy's face if only those people around me didn't stop me. I shall not elaborate on shit-ed up stuff like that. Hope the madman finds his cure soon. Poor, Pathetic madman..

Mark Conner told us to look at everyone with a 10. I'm still not really doing that yet. Gotta learn a little more then! There's always room for improvement. =D I can start by looking at everyone with a 10. But as time passes my impression of them changes, and their scale accends and descends.. No longer a 10. But maybe lesser or more..

Later went to study at some ulu ulu corner. Its a dead end. But people keep walking in, then found out its a dead end and walked back. Pretty pathetic. Some people didnt believe us and had to prove it for themselves. I guess this is just typical humans. Then do not trust others so easily and HAVE to see it for themselves to satisfy their curiosity. Funny huh? I think if I was one of those who didnt know it was a dead end. I would have also done the same. Cecilia, CheeWee, and this guy whom I donno his name joined us for fellowshipping. It was fun. Jordan left after awhile and I was fairly bored after he left. Tried to sleep but couldnt find a comfortable position.

Played cards, Experienced abit of Kung Fu, and disturbed Cyril for awhile. Then went to Macs to eat with Cyril, CheeWee, Charmaine, Nicholas and YingChuan. Chatted awhile before going to take the bus with Cyril and YingChuan. I really really hope YingChuan can become a christian as well! =DDD Having faith..

I wasn't very productive today. And tomorrow's my prelims. I shall really try harder. Pray for me alright? Pray that i'll really have the determination and willpower to last through all these. I wanna be like CheeWee in terms of studying attitude.

There's this person I really really want to call. But I know I shouldnt, cos i'll interupt the person and it wont be nice. Ahh.. saddeds~

You are special. =DD

~237

Although this is heavily edited, this is a picture of nicol now in the year 2014, he's been my best friend every since secondary 3. Anws in regards to the post I remember Josiah as being really really introverted. I thought people like these were reslly rare but turns out in gedong, these people are a dime a dozen yknow?  They just don't know how to make friends and says the weirdest shit thst pisses ppl off at the most inappropriate times. I'm ashamed that I acted like such a punk back in those days sigh. Wanting to beat up lunatics and what not. As you grow older you realize it's harder to look at everyone with a 10 yknow? So much so that I've stopped trying a long time ago.  What's the point? No one is a 10. It'd be nice to be seen as one though that's probably what the pastor was trying to bring across to us. I think the person whom I wanted to call was probably either Sofia or Valerie. Doesn't really matter now does it? (030514, ADP)

Clown

Today was uber fun~

Its kinda like my last day of enjoyment before I really start chionging studies.

Went to Escape with Cyril, Jordan, JunLe, Lovell and YingChuan. Played LOTS of games. We first went to play this spinning game. There was no space for us. So I had to sit beside this girl. She looked... okay. I saw her again when I wanted to buy a drink. She probably played the bumper boats. Actually wanted to talk to her a little, but then in the end never got like abit paiseh LOL. Took video of the ride. Ask me if you wana see it. =DD

Then later went to play the 'inverter' a ride where we spin 360 degrees round and round. Its the game we played the most time. The safety "belt" is super pain lor walao.. Lovell and Jordan kept complaining that their leg hurt. It was pretty fun. JunLe purpose spat when we were a the top part of the ride. So out spit would actually go upwards instead of down. Since we're upside down LOL. Pretty disiaoing. But super duper funny! I wish all my friends were here to enjoy with me lor..

Went to the haunted house. It wasnt scary at all. Just super dark. So you might actually scare yourself in all these darkness. I punched the ghost alot of times. (Its a fake toy. And its face is soft. =D)

Played cart. I pressed the accelerator all the way and crashed at the turns ALOT of times. Pretty painful. My right heel hurts quite alot. It was fairly hard.. We queued one hour for it just for 15 mins of pain. LOL. I think Lovell and Jordan had the most fun on this one. I was a crazy rider man. When I parked my ride. I pressed Accelerator instead of brake. And rammed into Jordan. And Jordan rammed into Lovell LOL!!! There was even once when my car almost toppled cos I crashed into the side thingy.. In the end I think the car broke down. So we quickly ran away.. LOL

Also played this Pirate Ship game. Cyril had a weak heart and had to sit at the front part. It was still too much for him though. We all others had a great time enjoying that ride. Cos when I got to the highest point. My lampa kiu abit LOL! (Those who dont understand dont ask what that means.)

Super funny.. There was also this bumper boat thingy. Me, Lovell, Jordan and JunLe rode on the boats to shoot at Cyril and YingChuan. Cyril was the dryest of them all.. It's damn fun.

Went to the haunted house at night with Lovell and Jordan. But cos we were all soaking wet. It was frickin cold. All those ghosts weren't scary at all as we rushed for the exit cos it was really frickin cold. Lovell was cussing all the way LOL.

Later went to eat at White Sands. Planned to go buy Josiah's present after eating. Sorry Charmaine for keeping you waiting for so long..

The whole day was damn tired. I was still soaking as I entered Tampinese mall to buy the toy for Josiah. Then went to slack at the Arcade. We saw this girl dancing like a professional at the Para Para machine. It turned out to be Cyril's friend's friend. The girl dancing was said to be one of the top students.. wow. When I looked at the para para screen.. it was made up of singular arrows.. Which meant it was at beginner's mode. Then the girl dance until like it was so nessasary to do all those "professional" moves.. LOL. I decided to mess around a little. So after she was done. I played the game. I played beginner mode as well cos I know I can score properly with that mode. When the game started. I was kicking at the sensors. It wasnt randomly kicking. I actually scored combos okay? More and more people gathered to watch me "dance" LOL. Scored a B for almost all the songs. I did the same thing yesterday before the 60s of fame as well. But it had a lesser crowd. OH YA! I also so Sophia at the arcade yesterday! She didnt see me do the "dance" though..

After awhile quite tiring.. But I wanted to entertain my crowd. Then JunLe shouted "Copy the cartoon dancing at the screen!" So I did that. It was pretty retarded. But I dont really care LOL. I'm quite a clown by nature and I dont really care what others feel as long as I can entertain them. Even at my own expense. Like most people would think its lao kui if it was them dancing like a moron there. But I believe I entertained them quite well. Messed around with the game by doing retarded moves and kicking the sensors. I SCORED FIRST! LOL!!! Then some ah bengs behind clapped for me LOL. Super duper funny la.. I dont feel lao kui at all lor, actually quite happy cos I managed to add a little bit of colour into everyone's day there. Even though it was quite a bengly and brave act I did there LOL. =DD Returned home high, wet, and smelly. I SCORED A FRICKIN FIRST AND I WAS JUST FOOLING AROUND WITH THE GAME!!! LOL!!! Someone invite me to do that for the 60s of fame! That's if they can bring in the game onto the stage la.. >.< without the machine people would just think I'm a spastic guy doing retarded stuff. You HAVE to see my scoring combos by just kicking like a moron.

When I alighted at the bus at my house. I saw this guy with golden hair and some piercing at his nose. Step-gangster sia.. Then donno why he go block my way. Limpei zi tao dont care him then just prepared to zham my shoulder past him. But last minute he jump away to siam me. LOL! I NOT LYING! HE REALLY JUMPED AWAY AS IF I WAS ON A BICYCLE! Then I donno what the hell he say. Dont really care also. Then he also never come after me after I make him paiseh. Want paikia do it with some class la. Dont last minute humji siam me leh. Dye hair pierce nose then siam some guy who is wet, sweaty and tired ah? You not paiseh for yourself ah? I paiseh for you ah tmd.. Maybe he was scared of me cos alot of people tell me that when I look tired, I look damn fierce? Hahas~

Ahh.. Tomorrow gonna study already.. Ahwells.. Everyone wish me luck!!! =DD Thanks to everyone who keep telling me to study!!! =DD

~237

Oh yeah despite really despising Cyril now, that was really a fun day out!  Silly mat though, wish I could go back in time and smack that little punk's face.  Fun day fun day.. Wish I didn't so those silly stuff back then though :/ (29/4/14)