Love story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights,
See the party the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did i know

That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And i was crying on the staircase
Begging you please dont go, and i said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I'll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes

So i sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Lets escape this town for a little while
Cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and i said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You be the prince and I'll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
Its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, Oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
Its a love story baby just say yes
Oh, Oh,
We were both young when i first saw you

~~~

Oh my god, someone's mother suck as a mother, dont know how to cheer the daughter up still ka jiao wei.. hais.. cheebye mum la you. You and your husband is fuck one la, chup in your daughter's privacy so much.. fuck off la seriously. Keep calling her immature, you're the immature one can? Oh, and your husband's a monster. Seriously a beast, christain do until liddat still can call himself christain ah? Everytime use authority abuse people only. Then somemore beat his own daughter cos she said something "Logical", what is this? You're seriously a monster, you BEAT your own daughter when she hasnt done anything wrong. Shes a girl, you're a man, you dont think you have dont anything wrong? You're the worst kind of people seriously. I'm disgusted by you.

~237

Disgusting Stalker

Yes you are one.

Stop acting like you dont care then go complain to everyone la, irritating like hell. Stupid stalker, btw, you're fucking ugly as well. =) Seriously, ugly like CRAP! no wait, maybe uglier.. Eeyyerr...

I regret ever looking at your blog and then seeing your ugly face.. eeyyeerrr eeeyeerr... why you no tagboard one? Kana hatetag ah? Why? Cos you fucking stalker and has a fucking stupid disgusting attitude? disgusting...

~237

A note from the futurw: This lady in the picture above is Vivienne, a friend future ADP will make in the year 2014. In regards to this post, I guess I've always been kinda shallow? This post is probably about Marilyn though. She's an ugly person inside and out :/ I know this sounds really mean but im not really sorry about it. Truth hurts huh. (8/9/14)

Life nowadays

Deleted the previous post cos it was lame.. And also 4 specific photos -.-

On the phone now with Muzakir, he reads manga!! =DD One Piece and Naruto. Hes damn retarded when he curses in chinese la. "Chao na bu" LOL!!!, hes helping me do my runescape quest.. So here I am, blogging while he's helping my character slide on ice.. (those who done the quest before would understand what I mean.)

He feels like giving up already.. haha, nevermind la, the prize that I get at the end fo the quest is also not that good..

Waiting for Nicol Ong to get his damn money to pay his creditors, so that we can finally start muay thai. =))

To a fucking old woman whom I have always hated, respect people's privacy leh wtf.. Stop being so controlling la.. Bitch. Someone's little sis is also super irritating, your jiejie busy doing homework you come disturb.. what the fish go away la serious, you think funny ah? laugh laugh laugh.. fuck off la, brat.
~237

ADP from the future here. Whoa my hair is pretty fucked up in the earlier part of 2014 huh.. Anws I guess I get kinda emotional whenever my ex's parents are involved. In this case I meant Sofia family members who used to always invade her privacy n stuff.. The young ADP really needs to take a chill pill man. But then again, what better way to show your love for your gf than to get mad at her family members when they piss her off too huh? Silly young Dun.. Can't rmb what's the "deleted post" about though. Fuck it :/ (8/9/14)

WOOTS!!!

OHYEAH!!!

NO MORE PRIME SUPERMARKET FOR ADP!!! WAHAHAHAHAA~

Going to Synovate for some briefing later~ And JinSong's gonna bring me to Shangri La Hotel for an interview on saturday!!

When Nicol comes back, me, him and JunLe are going to frickin learn MUAY THAI!!

Dont sit there and wait for a miracle, do something, or it will never come.
~237

That's vivienne, idk whys she acting cute in this pic but imma just use it for today's post from the future. JinSong never brought me to Shangri La for an interview in the end. I did end up gg for Muay Thai lessons for 2 months though! And nicol pangsehed me again just like how he pangsehed me when he didn't cut his own hair botak.. What a pangseh kia haha. Can't wait to ORD! (3/9/14)

Mano a Mano means one on one

Haha, replied your tag le Sofia! =DD Look at the title.

Hmm.. I wanna go to the damn gym, I wanna friggin learn Muay Thai!!

Lovell just messaged me to ask me pei him go reservior slack once again.. Hmm..

DAmmit, no one wanna learn muay thai with me man wtf..

ADP being random, signing off! =D

Making a wishlist.
~237

Aha I still remember when I was younger I wanted to grow up to be a muay thai fighter, and then retire and own a small gym where I can teach others.. Too bad that dream was short-lived after I entered poly. Singapore just doesn't really allow that much career paths you know? Had I chose to take on muay thai and not "study", it would've been a really huge risk indeed! Even till today I still have the feels to go back for lessons but I know I have to spend my time on things more important.. MuayThai is awesome though, and will always be :( (10/09/14)

Show some balls.

Wu ji say out who you talking about la hor. Dont just hint hint here hint hint there. God blessed you with testicles, you're a male, do what you're supposed to do.

One more, You're arrogant, Insecure, and you dont decide for christ. Go fuck yourself.

You know who you fucking are you hypocrite, act one in front of me last time but behind me badmouth me. Asshole, I dont feel like talking right now. Got balls just come at me mano a mano la. For hypocrites like you, I'm anytime, anywhere. we come try see lor. =) I got say I blame him meh? Never dont anyhow la. Pretend like you so damn smart. Look like cock, attitude like cock. Lets see what you can come up with la hor? Got balls put down names in your blog la.

Mano a mano.
~237

I gotta admit, it's really stupid to jio someone to fight you in your blog. Folly of youth I guess? I remember this post being about this dude  called Nicholas from CHC uh, dk how he's doing right now but I kinda with him all the worst. Hes Marilyn's cousin and I remember him botching about me just like all them other bitches cos I had a gf and retaliated when people spoke ill of me. I'd be ashamed to have a son like him. God, if you're listening, please don't give me a children what would act like a dick to others and yet knows how to fend for himself please? Amen. (3/9/14)

Screw la

What the hell..

$3.80 per hour.. 6 days a week..

You me you wont kpkb ah? I want complain is my problem, you just shut up la. You think i never find job never find la. I cant be bothered to explain to you. Can just diam diam not? You dulan your problem la seriously.. Dont like diam diam, no one ask for your comments.

6 days a week, go bang wall la.

~237

Whoaa 3.80 is really shitty pay back then huh.. I guess with that kinda pay I'd rather not take it and spend quality time with my friends yknow? While some might call it "being a bum" back then I beg to differ. Childhood is really important to everyone and i'm not about to sell it away to some stupid supermarket just so I can earn a meagre pay to look as if I'm earning my own keep. That's just stupid and I hate being exploited like that when I know I'm capable of so much more. Funny how people get mad when you don't conform to certain standards huh? Fuck em. (3/9/14)

I still need a job..

Life's great! =D

Hey Cyril! Saw your blog. Funny how why you dont contact me or JunLe anymore the moment we left church, the same went for YingChuan huh? *Being random*

Hmm.. State the facts, tell me what have I done wrong then? =) Not trying to pick a quarrel with you here or anything. Just wanna know exactly what do you feel about that incident last time, actually, tell you the truth, we dont talk to each other anymore.(Marilyn). If you didnt say anything about the whole incident, everything would have been all over already.. Now what I wanna know is you say that both sides are in the wrong, tell me what did I do wrong then?

Ohwells, still consider you as a friend! =DD Please dont feel that I'm like trying to quarrel with you or anything, just wanna know why do you feel that way. =/ Ced still asks me to come over to his house someday.. Hmm.. I'll do it when I'm free ba.

~237

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In the end Cyril and I went our separate ways. I still believe 6 years later that I did nothing wrong back then though? I've always been the kind of people that feels that just because a majority of people disagrees with me it doesn't mean that I've did something wrong. Not trying to sound like a rebel or what, but back then all i did was to fall in love with a fellow church mate and suddenly it seemed like I'm some kinda arsonist/murderer or something. And when people try to defame you, the only thing a 16 year old could do is to attempt to retort back no? Sigh.. Stupid strifes. So happy to be away from there though best decision ever! I wonder how Ced is doing Hmm.. (3/9/14)

the blood

The blood of hypocricy runs through you.

Arrogant, insecure.

You dont decide for christ.

~237

Aha sometimes idk if I'm stubborn or what. It's been 6 years since this post and even till today when I read this I totally agree with my past self yknow? I remember the people in my cellgroup being really preachy n shit but are really rotten inside at the same time.. Which is rly stupid to me I guess? Why so much politics when there's nth much to gain? Silly people. Glad I'm out of there. People who justify their actions under the name of god seriously disgusts me. (3/9/14)

Liar

Hoho, So I'm lying now?

Wow, amazing..

And you know what? Your post doesnt seem like a respond to mine, it seems almost like a post to show to everyone else that you're misunderstood and whatever shit.. What the eff la hypocrite..

Ya seriously Marilyn, in the beginning, none of you had any rights to approve or disapprove. =) You treat her as your friend? Dont bullshit me la. if you treat her as your friend you wouldnt give her blackface when you knew we were together. Like JunLe said, a friend must be supporting. Even if you aint, you can always shut the fuck up, Why open your blabbermouth and then make everyone's life worse? Is that the christain way seriously?

I'm so effing sick and tired of you christains seriously.. I got no reason to lie in the first place. I'm so sick and tired of you guys crying in the pressence of lord and then doing all this kind of fucked-up stuff and then finding 101 reasons to cover up your ass and continue being a goody-two-shoes.. I seriously seriously pity Cecilia.. Shes a great leader. And Marilyn, you dare you tell me say you NEVER talk bad about your very own friend? I shall not name her but you know who, you even added in your own comments. You dare to admit you never say anything before? You sure not? Are christains supposed to be like that? Talk behind back jiu can liao, then now come lie to cover your ass.

People can let you down, but god will never let you down.
Then again, God works through people.

AhWhyTheFuckDidIBotherInTheFirstPlaceToReturnToChurch?
~237

Aha I totally forgot about Marilyn until I read this post. But ah, the past is the past no? As I get older, i start seeing more fucktards just like her who would not only speak ill of others but also lie. I guess it's a norm? Sigh, some fucker is playing music at 4 fucking am in my bunk now.So distracting. I'm curious to know how is Marilyn is doing now though, has she ever regretted being such a dick back then? Or is she too self-delusional to actually do any reflection? (3/9/14)

What the fuck?

At first, i thought he doesnt deserve to be with you.
His attitude, behavior is just disgusting.
But now, since is your choice, i have nothing to say.
Just disappointed, but you dont really care anyway.

Life is really full of decisions.
You need to choose and decide fast.
But you dont really know whats right for you.
However, i think, everything has already been planned.

-From Marilyn's blog.

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Eh Cheebye la hor! Fuck off la seriously, this thing fromt he beginning you got not rights to be a part of it la. You dare tell me this post not fucking about me ah? Pcb. My attitude bad your fucking business ah? Nabeh its because of people like you that make me to leave church lor. Disgusting like fuck.. dont come act one nice kid la. Now I break with her liao you want to chup in what shit. We break liao. Fucking happy now? Cb from the beginning you got no say in our stuff lor. Who gives a rats ass about whether you think shes the right choice or not? You leh? You think you're the right choice for Ian ah? Go lor! See if anyone want you first anot then come fucking talk la please. Fucking pcb la. You happy now ah? You shiok now? My attitude disgusting? got as disgusting as yours not? Whatever I do I dare to say in front of that person's face, you leh? Huh? You happy now not? Seriously speaking, Chirstain do until like that.. Baptise le got fuck use? I got ever badmouth you anot? I only call you monkey and then tease you about Ian only wad, I got apologise leh, you leh? Fucking hypocrite.. I dont know why the fuck christains are like that. Serious, one by one all fucking hypocrites. This from the beginning was two of our's stuff. You had no right to come in and give comments, you want also give to your own stead, but then, anyone want you meh? Fucking hypocrite..

Does she need you? A person less mature than her to tell her what is right or wrong for her? I dont need to tell you what made her like me. You cant see it. You dont have to see it. Because its our taiji from the first place. You just have to go mind your own Ian can liao. Provided he even want you anot la hor?

CMI la please.. Prove me wrong if you can. Then I lanlan lor?
~237

A note from the future: Aha what an angry post.. I remember back then she did say some kinda stupid stuff to Sofia that I couldn't divulge on the post cos it not it would kinda impair sofa's integrity on this whole thing hmm.. It's funny how humans work though, how they like to put others down just so they can see themselves on some sort of pedestal.. Ah well, the past is the past ya? (3/9/14)

Somehow..

I feel that I have forgiven this cheerful girl.. Even though she kinda "betrayed" me. I dont know why.. I got no obligations to do this..

Its okay la, I can live with being misunderstood, its been like this for lots of time le. Its fine. I forgive you Charmaine Theng Yong Ling. =) Sincerely. I swear. I'm sorry for ruining your cheerful-ness. What I want to tell you is, you sincerely heard wrongly. I really didnt ask you that. Stay cheerful and siao in the cellgroup okay? You're their entertainer! =))

Why the hell am I being so nice when she might still regard me as a hypocrite?
~237

A note from the future: Years have passed since this post and I've not seen this lady after leaving CHC. But if I were to describe my impression of her now, I'd say she was pretty darn judgemental back then. She wasn't entirely wrong though but I felt that she's always had this need to vent her frustrations by judging someone else before she even gets the full story. I guess I was the perfect medium for her back then to do just that huh. Hope she's doing better now :/ Like my friend Vivienne told me the other day, it's only human to err. (ADP, 29th July 2014)

Today rocks!!

TODAY ROcks!!!

Imma go earn more money!!! ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!

Just you wait JunLe and Cecilia!! I'll pay you back!

A man keeps his words. =)

~237

And I did keep my words in the end and returned every dime and penny to the both of them :) Sighh.. Although the ADP in the future doesn't owe anyone money anymore, he's not that well to do either.. Fuck. And to think 6 years have passed and I'm still the poor bloke I once was.. Fuck it. Ord is coming. Time to really get out there and kick some ass! (2/9/14)

Hello

Hi.. I have golden hair! Today can be said the second day I have it ba? Haha.. hair so short still go dye.. So many people tell me its not that nice. But I dont care! I like it can le hoho~

Really hope I can go ton at Lovell's house.. Too bad I cant though.. hais..

Tomorrow going gym at JunLe's house wor! =DD

I look so happy now. I guess my brain is so fried that I cant seem to mix emotions well anymore. Even Val says that I wasnt acting like the ADP she knows.. =( Its not that I dont treasure it. Its just.. Happy or sad, we move on. =) Why not live happily and not let your mood affect others as well? =DD I'm a reasonable and thinking person! =)

Before I "knew" you, I never knew how to cry. It was hard, i had to force tears out and they wont last. I didnt know how to cry. I really didnt know. Thank you for bringing such a long-lost primitive action back into my instincts.. I really really thank you from the bottom of my heart, I feel like a human once more. A human capable of tearing.

没有做完的梦最痛.
~237

Aha oh god I was so cute back then! That was prolly my first heartbreak after I left my first ex for a short period of time before gg back together with her yknow? Good times really. As I grow older I start to feel like I know lesser, and my confidence isn't as high anymore I wonder if that's a good thing yknow? Humility vs Confidence and whatnot. Miss those macdonalds days back then with 4A really. Everyday was literally filled with fun n laughter. It's really something very meaningful for me because I realised that not many people have had as much fun as I did back in Os. But im sure they've compensated for it in another way or something I guess? After all, there's always a silver lining somewhere! (2/9/14)

Hate Wheel

I shall not fight back. Not anymore. Not because I'm afraid. But because quarrelling would not do me or anyone else any good. I shall not talk to you two anymore bah? Doesnt really matter. Havent been talking much anyways.

I shall not fight back. Because that is not God's way. Cyril told me that this is the "people test". Some cellgroup stuff ba.

I shall continue coming to chuch. I shall not care about people like you. I shall play the bad guy and whatever and take all the blame. I guess it doesnt matter, because god can see me. And if you think I'm a hypocrite, then so be it. I have never ever hated you. If I did I would not have tried to call you or anything. All I ever wanted was to try to be friendly. But I guess sometimes people just doubt every single move you do.

I have never pretended to be good friends with anyone. If I ever did, name them down and I'll seriously stop. Because I dont want to become a hypocrite. I dont want to become someone whom I hate so much. If I did anything wrong, please tell me so that I can improve.

I wont fight back anymore. I shall remove my tag.

~237

I did eventually leave the church though as things got from bad to worse afterwards. I guess it's not as much giving up than it is knowing when to let go when something isn't worth your time anymore. I mean life is short no? Kinda did let Cecilia down though.. On the plus side she still has my bicycle somewhere so.. I guess that kinda makes up for everything? I have quite a huge disdain for Shu Wen and Charmaine till this day. Well what can I say? I was a moron back then and ill be damn sure to educate my children to not be such a huge idiot like me back when I was 16. Never regretted a single day leaving CHC. Not yet at least :) (2/9/14)

Removed

I have decided to remove this post. As one person told me to do so.

It doesnt matter now if I'm misunderstood or not anymore. Even if the whole cellgroup doesnt believe me, as long as you believe me. I'm okay le. Really. Let them think what they want ba. Because I'm very sure I did not say anything like that.

~237

Future ADP here, so I'm back in camp after like a two weeks and three days break. And things are the same as usual I guess? Just hope my MO doesn't find anything to fuck me up with after he goes through my MCs. Anyway, as I read this post I realized that although being in CHC was sort of a bad memory for me, it did teach me some stuffs! Stuffs like how humans are too quick to judge, and even quicker to condemn the actions of someone else when they don't see eye to eye. How can I change that? As of now, I can't. But I guess what I can do is to make the conscious effort to not do things that I detest other people doing yknow? Hope that works out for me. (2/9/14)

7 to 7

I'm changing today's fast to 7 to 7.

Reason? Simple. I'm falling sick. And Yesterday I didnt even eat anything except for a cheese donut. -.-

I even lost count on how many more days do I need to fast, I only know that it ends on 10 dec 2008. Anyone wanna count for me? I think its 32 ba?

After every fast, I would chiong fast food. No wonder nowadays my throat feels like shit.. My temper is getting worse also.. Dont really care though, I'm not an unreasonable person. I get angry for reasons.

Going to work soon~ =)

~237

ADP from the future here, here's a picture of Vivienne, Cheryl, and yongjie taking a selfie with me while I'm dead drunk. And it's only the second time I've met them omg so embarassing.. Anws no comments on the fasting thing uh, i believed back then it was the right thing to do so yeah.. I dont even know what to feel about it now yknw i'm like completely.. Neutral? God I'm so not photogenic :( (2/9/14)

Parkour-est

I was watching this parkour video on youtube.

Then suddenly I asked myself, "What was the parkour-est thing I have ever done?"

Hmm.. I wonder if the teachers will see this. But the parkour-est thing I have ever done would definately be me climbing over the fence to enter/exit school evertime I'm late/feel like escaping.

I can still remember the first time I did it, it was with me and JunLe, we called it "Prison Break BNSS edition" LOL!!!

Escaped school after assembly that day to meet up with Lovell and YingChuan to go to e!hub to watch "Meet Dave" if you guys read my long long time ago post, yeah, that was the day I first did it.

Whoa.. Super cool man! I really felt like I was prison-breaking LOL!! JunLe was definately better than I was at that thing hehe..

After that incident, entering the school through that entrance was very normal for me. I still remember I tried to enter school by the other "Secret entrance", the "Ant Fence." Who knows that one haha? =))

Dont ever go there, Dont think its just a few dumb ants only and it wont kill. YOU'RE WRONG! Climbing the fence is much safer!! And less painful.

Heh.. Speaking of painful..

I can still remember the day Moggie got his "skullcrack". That was also the day we went botak cos of him, a little due to me. I think he still blames me for it.

Lovell, BenJi, Moggie, and Ba wanted to climb fence to escape school I think? So yeah.. We did, as JunLe wasnt around, I had the most experience and I climbed first, upon landing, I landed on a safe patch, beside the safe patch was a longkang which is not covered. I thought everyone would be able to see it.. -.-

So next went Moggie. He climbed, landed in the longkang and he got a "skullcrack".. Ouch.. -.- Bleeding like crazy, if you see YiLing's blog you can see his "skullcrack" being stiched up le. But it was fucking gross.. I thought he was going to die. Or at least scream in pain like those horror movies.. I guess in the end humans have higher threshold of pain than we think huh? Cos Leslie say it was numb. So I guess that must be it. Went to Nicol's house for awhile to see what to do with his "skullcrack" Nicol fainted while watching leslie's doctor stich the wound up.

Later on at the clinic, Mel and Lokie came. When we asked how they got out, they said they just walked out of the gate. WALKED! -.- They told the security guard they were O level students and they were home free.. WTF?

Stupid people.. Ohwell, I'm still botak now..

I wonder which idiot said it was a skullcrack?
~237

A note from the future: You know how she stories stick at the back of your head no matter how old you've aged? This story has definately gotta be one of them! Hahaha, thinking back that day was truly truly epic I tell you, and it was definately the "parkour-est" day ever! Look at how much everyone in this post has grown man! Alicia is now working full-time and has a loving bf, Leslie has ORD-ed and idk what he's doing? Lovell is back in school, and I still hang out with Nicol every once in a while! I'm glad I have this fond memories, they'll be good stories to tell my children one day. (2/9/14)

Hello Humans!!

Left with one paper left for the Os.. =)))

Nowadays super slack can?
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Today, I'm dedicating this post to two of my favourite hiadis of all time~ =))

LOVELL LIM AND GOH JUN LE!!!
~~~
Both of them has been classmates with me for two years.. I knew JunLe when I was sec 1 though. But Lovell I didnt know him until I was sec 3 when he suddenly appeared in my class. Wonder why huh..

Hmm.. Lets begin ba!

~~[[LOVELL LIM DAO WEI]]~~
Ehh Hiadi!! Thanks alot on giving me all those advices and scolding me when I need to be scolded. Although sometimes you kaopei kaobu alot alot ALOT!! But you're still the best hiadi I can ever have! I treat you like my big bro man! Oh! and thanks for the Pendant! Wearing it now LOL!! See you in one hours time big bro!!! Oh! And good luck in whatever you do! Good luck in getting whatever you wish to get!! =))

~~[[Kenneth Goh Jun Le]]~~
Another kaopei kia.. Hais.. all my hiadis all super kaopei de la.. Ohwells. This guy is super good la! Generous but kaopei! But then again.. all my friends are kaopei one la.. So.. -.-

Thanks Le! For giving me the card and lending me so much money and even offering to cancel the debt! But dont worry! I may be poor but I will definately return what I owe!! =)) And I really wanna wanna specially thank you for the card incident man. Xin ku ni le!! =)) Hope you manage to get your 8 packs soon! =)) See you soon too! See you in one hour's time!! =DD

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Heh.. Recently also never post so much le laa.. Ohwells. Busy with life, busy slacking, busy pei-ing my loved-ones. =D

DADDY ROX!!
~237

Future ADP here,  yes this picture is not very flattering and that's why I chose to post it here before deleting it from my phone. I like to archive stuff yknow? I lost the Pendant Lovell gave me, it was some kinda cross or something? Met up with him a few weeks back. Sigh.. Sometimes there are some stuff I wanna divulge to him but I can't because it's not my position to. Just hope things will somehow work itself out. No one deserves to be kept in the dark like this.. I haven't met Jun Le in years! Really hope to see him soon though wonder what he'll be like now hmm.. I'll forever remember his generosity. Miss that sucka man I still remember him lending my this phone which only has 3 songs in it during my Os when my phone was broken. Maybe he'll come attend the sentosa outing that Nicol is planning! (2/9/14)

Hey

Anyone got any jobs to introduce? I need some money.

~237

Future ADP speaking here, currently suffering from a severe lack of sleep and yet i'm not sleepy at all, gotta wake up at 630am later on to do some marshaling, on the bright side, I guess there's only less than 18 weeks to go before I finally ord and get my life together. It's been years since this last post and i'm still lacking financially sigh.. I realized that I have a lot of shortcomings, and I really don't know what to do because is so hard to kick all these bad habits.. God help me. (7th August 2014)

I want to eat McDonalds $2 Breakfast..

Yesterday was uber tiring.. Fun-wise? Yeah it was kinda fun I guess? Wish I could go out more with those people.. =))

AFTER O LEVELS SURELY CAN!! =DD

Lets move on to the quiz..
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Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up.
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have fun with it!

MY NAME --- Ang Dun Ping
1. Four letter word ; Ants
2. Boy name ; Andy
3. Girl name ; Adeline
4. Occupation ; Asshole
5. Colour ; Apple-green
6. Something you wear ; A shirt
7. Beverage ; Apple Tea?
8. Food ; Apple
9. Place ; Aroma Therapy centre

10. Something found in bathroom ; A bar of soap
11. Reason for being late ; A woman was stalking me. I was so scared I went back home to sleep till she left.
12. Something you shout ; ALI BABA!!! (LOL)
13. Font ; ------- (lazy)
14. TV show ; Amazing Race
15. Song Title ; Amazing


Now pass this brain-cracking quiz to 10 people.
Any 10. =) I dont have that many people in my links ya know.. >.< (Hyder come come!! =D)

~[4:54]~
Now at Ben's house using com, no one wants to watch Ben's Scary Movie 4, I think I'll just stay here and wait for my movie to load ba.. hais.. Faster faster start cooking leh.. 1 more hour till break fast. =))

~237

A note from the future: Hi, this is future ADP speaking that that's you being drunk on your sofa in the year 2014. Not exactly glamorous I know haha if I could see my future self being drunk like this I'd be embarrassed too haha! I kinda liked doing quizzes back then huh! Thinking back an occupation as an asshole is pretty valid huh! Think about parking attendants for example. I remember the good ol days where the class of 4A would just go to Ben's house to chill for the weekend yknow? totally lost contact with him now although Lovell recently contacted me again so I guess that's good? Hopefully Nicol will be able to bring the entire clique together for the upcoming sentosa trip ba! :) (ADP, 5/8/14)

What the shit..

My phone that JunLe lent me de suddenly cannot charge.. =.=

What the teet..

God god god please please please make this phone be able to be charged!!! XD!!! GOD!!!

Tomorrow's my Poa paper.. Monday's my Social Studies paper. Later still got Poa tuition.. WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!!

Hi, future ADP speaking. So recently I've been drinking almost every book out. Looking back at this post really brings me back to the younger days where everything was so simple and alcohol-free. I'm not an alcoholic though it's just that alcohol makes hanging out more fun at times. I still remember the phone that JunLe lent me back then had only 3 songs in them and I just kept playing them again and again till I knew all their lyrics XD. I guess in the end the phone was able to be charged uh can't remember how I managed to get it to work. I didn't do too week for poa on my O's though. But hey! At least I managed to get a place in TP so that aint so bad right? (ADP, 4/8/14)

Quiz

1)Whats your full name?
Ang Dun Ping

2)Do you like your first name?
Whatever. Cant be bothered.

3)How long have you liked the person you currently like?
I dont feel like putting it out here cos there'll be kaypohs everywhere.

4)Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
Shit. I wish I had.

5)Did you cry today?
No. I wish I could.

6)What are you doing this morning at 8am?
Sleeping.

7)What are you doing an hour ago?
I forgot. I think I was on the com.

8)What are you currently doing?
Blogging.

9)Who last texted you a msg?
This weird person called bebe.

10)Have to told anybody that you love them today?
Yeah!

11)Do you miss anyone now?
Yes, but she doesnt wanna be named.

12)Any plans for tomorrow?
My O levels. And I'm so damn unprepared.

13)What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
Her.

14)Is there anyone you want to be with now?
Yeah. I wanna be with that person everyday!

15)Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ?
Cyil? NAH JOKING! nope!

16)Name someone who make you smiles today, how?
None yet. Or maybe I cant remember.

17)Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
Zhi Jian

18)Which of your friend stays closest to you?
Nicol "turtlemonkey" Ong Ding Jun

19)Do you prefer to call or to text?
Call.

20)Was yesterday better than today?
I wonder..

21)Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
I can always use the internet. =)

22)Are you mad about anything now?
Yes. You could tell huh?

23)Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
Yeah I guess so?

24)Last person you visited in a hospital?
I cant frickin remember. I hate hospitals.

25)When is your last and second last hug?
Nicol ong, Sean Lee I think?

26)What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
"Cannot la.. If you want me to talk to you it'll be at night already. sorry. I not zuiying luh.. I also dont want to quarrel.."

27)How do you feel about your life now?
It's fine. It will be better after Os.

28)Do you hate anyone?
Yes. Two person. Same family. =D

29)Last person you called?
Erm.. I think it was SeYen, which was like yesterday?

30)Who usually sent you the most texts in a mth?
Someone who doesnt wanna be named.

31)Is your room messy now?
I only have half a room. And its okay. Not that messy bah?

32)Who will be mad if your room is messy?
Mother.

33)Your shortest relationship?
Shut up.

34)Who do you look like?
I dont know. Who do you want me to look like?

35)Tag 10 people to do this survey!
JunLe
Hyder
ANYONE
ANYONE
ANYONE
ANYONE
ANYONE
ANYONE
ANYONE
ANYONE

ADP from the future here, anyway here's a picture of what Nicol will look like in 2014. I still hate hospitals till this day cos it's like a cesspool of unhappiness and diseases. The nurses at cgh are pretty nice though! I really respect nurses cos they probably have to take shit 24/7 and not go apeshit on grouchy patients or their superiors. Can't rmb why I hugged Sean Lee though I remember not being on good terms with him ever since I entered BNSS hmm.. (ADP, 4/8/14)

Miss

Suddenly, out of the blue..

I miss calling that auntie and zhen zhen cooked food stall "si lang kia" I guess I wont be calling her that or seeing her for a long long time..

I miss the lazarnia (Is that how you spell it?) At my primary school stall..

I miss Muffin, Don and Francis..

I miss talking to Haidar!!

I miss ChengLong whom I have not seen for 2 years.

I think I'll definately miss Miss Faisah calling us "Ben dan zhu la!"


Thats all for now. I miss cocking and shitting with Haidar the most!! =(( Aww.. after Os damn hard to keep contact liao cos we have our own friends outside.. Ehh Haidar, call me hor. I lost ur number cos my phone went to fix!

I want to faster go finish watching that "Never Back Down" la!! Ben!!

~237

This is a picture taken in the early 2014 when I went to Yi Ling's salon and had my hair snipped by her. She's a really good friend I made back in secondary school but I think we only got closer after I graduated? Sigh.. Reading this post really triggered some really fond memories I had back in my sec 3 and 4 days. Although I guess I still miss those days i'm sure the feelings aren't as strong as what I've felt back then when I've posted this? I guess it's a sign that i'm getting old huh.. Oh and Yiling is pregnant now! Somehow I have a feeling it's gonna be a girl! (ADP, 30th July) 

Extended for 3 days

My fast will end at 10 dec 2008

Yesterday was uber fun. But I cant be bothered to explain. =)
~237

This is a picture of Valerie in the year 2014. I'm sure I've mentioned her a few times back in my earlier posts but yeah. This is how she looks like now. Haven't really seen her since her birthday celebration though! She's a good person and a great pal! Anws I guess it's important to archive your thoughts yknow? Like as I read this post I can't seem to really remember what was so "uber fun" back then hmm.. I can't even remember if I did succeed in finishing my fast. Anws those times archive time behind me! I wonder if someone will actually go ahead and read my blog posts when I pass away one day 😅 (ADP, 30th July 2014)

6 to 6.

I'm going on a 50days 6 to 6 fast. The reason is private.

My fast will end at 7 december.

God please gimme the strength to overcome this!!! =DD I cant do this on my own anymore!
~237

A note from the future: Yikes, don't you just hate it when cuticles happen? Anws since this post has been made like years ago I shall now reveal the reason I fasted k? Back then I had a girlfriend called Sofia who happens to have two really protective parents and while I was not a bad kid, they did not really liked the notion of their daughter having a boyfriend at the young age of 15, or was it 16? I can't remember. Anyway I was still really into City Harvests teaching back then and I thought that fasting would actually please god and miracles can happen if I just put enough effort into fasting. Now that I'm much older I don't really know anymore. It's nt that I've lost my faith in god but I guess I've just learnt to not heed heed the words of men blindly? Yknow like we are all humans after all so who really knows what god's intentions are yeah? Anyway Sofia and I broke up after 11 months and I hear she has a really great boyfriend now and is already in a university so it's all good I guess? :) (ADP, 30th July 2014)

Botaks

BEFORE...
AFTER...

ALL DEPRESSED NOW...

I HATE MY COM!!

She says that TianLoke looks the most pai.. LOL!! My mother, when she looked at my Class photo, also ask me if Tianloke is the kind that bully people not? LOL

Ehh people who dont know him.. Hes that guy at the centre of the bottom wearing school uniform.. He got pai meh?

She says Leslie also look paikia!! I kind of agree LOL! Melvin looks guaikia! Lovell and me looks guailan! (All she say one.. -.-)

"Then Benji leh?" I asked
"Okok only la.. got see him before. Look quiet." -She

Hoho!!! Dont worry dont worry! 2 months later I hair grow back lo! Not intending to keep fringe though..

(I did something to this post! :P)
~237

I think the "I did something to this post" was probably edited in by Sofia back then yknow? Well that day was one of the most eventful days I've ever had back when I was 15 going 16. What I've forgotten to post here is that Melvin looked really fierce when he took off his spects cos he had really big eyes. Looking at old posts like these stirs back memories you know? It brings me back to the simpler days where there was really nothing much to worry about and everyone that mattered was there for one another. This kind of camaraderie is hard to find as you age yknow? Even today there are many things that I don't see eye to eye to with even Melvin and Nicol. I guess I still have lots of room for improvement huh! It's never too late to try to become a better person! I really hope one day I'll get to hang out with these old peeps again just like the old days! I mean like with everyone and not just Melvin or nicol. (30th July 2014)

To my Horny Friend

This post today is dedicated to my Good good hiadi Horny asshole bastardy Porno fan JIN SONG!

I dont know his surname haha..

JinSong has done alot alot for me! Everytime I forgot about him, he remembers me! Hahaha!! Song ah! Even though we not very close hor. Everytime everytime you remember me one leh. Steady brothers la. Even though i always say brother brother but really. You're the one that has always remembered me. Even though sometimes I dont let you come my house to look at your favourite stuff cos my dad is at home. You still treat me so well. Song ah. You're super good la!

Song ah. You promised me de hor. After Os going to pei me come CHC bio chiobus.. Although now if i bio someone might get jealous and angry. But I'll pei you de! Cos you're my hiadi! Hoho!! We're going to have so much fun!

Thanks for wishing me good luck for tomorrow as well! Song ah! I love you la~


~~10.51~~
HAhaha! There are a few friends I want to dedicate this post to as well!

These ladies are... *Drum roll*

Valerie Ngor Jia Ying! Chan Yin Yin! And Yvonne's Momma!

Amongst these three ladies, only Chan Yin Yin read my blog bah? Nevermind! I just post out!

Thanks to Valerie for helping me ask her friends!!! Thank you thank you thank you!!! You rock la!!! And oh oh oh! Also thanks alot alot for offering to pei me go east point fix phone.. Although donno if tomorrow we will even go anot.. >.< Thanks alot for being my friend as well!! =)) You're the third person to involve helping my find the curve ruler! Have to apologise to you as well.. Sorry little miss seet~ Thank you for not eating curry puff until you're 18 anymore. =)) They're expensive anyways. =D

Chan Yin Yin! You rock too! Despite being awoken from my call and going back to sleep. You went to go find your curve ruler for me~~ Hohoho~ Thank you YinYin!!! Thank you thank you thank you!! Really appreciate your effort! You rock la YinYin!!! Thanks for accompanying me talk on the phone last time when I was bored as well.. Nowadays cannot so much le cos got someone else le~ But THANKS THANKS THANKS ALOT ALOT!!! =))

AUNTIE!!! Thanks alot for being my good good neighbour! This auntie here owns la! Just now went up to borrow ruler. She at first dont have one. Then I say "Nevermind la. I go ask others lo!" She's the third person I asked but she ended up the first one to gimme an answer! =)) I thought after "driving" me away hou she jiu wont care about me le. Who knew? She come down to my house knock knock knock! Then gimme ruler! =)) Hoho!! this auntie here OWNS!!! Thanky ou Yvonne's mum!! Thank you for being my neightbour since I was born!! hohoho~

~237

This is how future ADP looks like in the early months of 2014, pretty retarded really. Ahh I was do naive and kind back then.. Anyway I think Jin Song's surname is Low? Haven't spoken to him in years I wonder if he has ORDed already since its been so long. Hopefully I'll chance into him one day on the streets? I'm sure he remembers me even till now if we met! Jin Song never managed to join me for CHC but I guess that doesn't matter anymore? Have met up with Valerie recently for her 22nd birthday! haven't seen here chomp down on a curry puff for eons though! Me and YinYin aren't on good terms anymore though because I find her really cock and vice versa but I don't really wanna talk about upsetting stuffs today! Just want to stay out of her path :/ I haven't actually spoke to my neighbour nor seen her in weeks though but that's probably because I'm in camp and whatnot. Hope she and her family are in good health though! I guess sometimes when I reread these blog posts I remember how blessed I truly am, to always have people by my side who cares for me yknow? Time to show some appreciation but at the same time not to step too much into their personal space. Recently I have been turned a little retarded cos of Vivienne but maybe one day I will become cool again and learn to appreciate everything around me once more! Push forth ADP! The end of your national service is within sight!  (Future Dun, 100714, 0105am)

Confidence

I dont know why.

I feel really confident about the future. This confidence didnt come from any source or evidence. It just came out of nowhere. This confidence is overwhelmingly strong.

I have confidence that we will all get better. I have confidence that they will be together no matter what happens. I have confidence. I have confidence.

Cheer up people! Even with the odds stacked against you. You must believe! Believe!!!

I thank god for this random burst of confidence he instilled in me.. I'm off to study at 930.

~237

Confidence is good I guess? This was probably a post about my ex or something Hmm.. I guess I've come a long way since then! Recently met a friend whom is reslly cool and laughs as my jokes n stuff. I like her! Her name is Viv and I doubt she'd ever read this post unless she's stalking or sth but whatever! :) Can't wait to ORD man.. (090614, ADP)

Manure

The Messenger has arrived!!!

Break the code! Enter his realm! It all rests on you now. Yes YOU! If you dont understand what does this mean then it's not you. And stop trying to guess. =)

~237

It's 2014 now and I have no idea what this means, probably something retarded. (ADP, 090614)

Happy days

Yesterday and Today are happy days~

Yesterday went out with Alicia, Val, Yiling, Bernice, Seyen, Nicol, JunLe, Lovell, Leslie, Melvin, Ben, and James

Took alot alot alot of pics! =))

Alot of stuff la. Very fun. Lazy to type. =))

~~

Today is happy! Cos I someone gave me something! Sorry though.. I let it slip.. Please forgive me~

Hey hey hey its a beautiful day~ Stop thinking so much and let the amazing ADP solve your problems with a touch of his magic wand! =))

~237

I have no recollection of this day at all. If only I was more specific back then sigh..  I guess everyday is a beautiful back then when you don't have any responsibilities n baggages. Growing up sarks (ADP 040614)

Eating Seaweeds

I am eating seaweeds right now. Not in school today cos it was marking day. Actually supposed to go back to school for MAths and Humanities de.. but was too bum ass lazy.. XDD

So bad lor me.. I'm gonna copy some maths notes for myself later! My walls are filled with chemical formulas now lor. No seriously. My WALLS. my HOUSE WALLS. Are filled with chemical formulas about "Compounds" at the switch for the lights at my living room, "Testing for gases" and "Testing for gases" and "testing for anion" at my corridoor. And "Testing for Cations" at my study hall.

Hmm... O levels are coming in 7 frickin days. My chemical formulas for chemistry are all ready! Physics practical I pray will be a breeze!!! Gonna bring Uno and poker to school on the day of the practical!! =))

Wahaha life is so great to me! Although there are some stuff that aint that cool happening arond my life. I decided to not bother about those stuff and focus ont he good ones! I'm such an ass sometimes..

Wohoo!!! Tomorrow is my Graduation Ceremony!!! Gonna wear nice nice nice!!!

Wahahaha!!

Its so hard to not blog about you.

~237

I've nvr rly liked cakes. If i has a birthday party I would prefer pizza anyday! Anyway I guess I was really ingenious back then huh! Thank god in 2014 my walls have been repainted already! I think the graduation ceremony turned out to be kinda boring and afterwards we went to Bugis to hang out! That part was really fun though! Sigh I miss secondary school. So naive n bubbly unlike now..

Leave Out All The Rest

Leave Out All The Rest

By: Linkin Park

~~~

I dreamed I was missing
And you were so scared
But no one would listen
Cos no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am i leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

CHORUS:
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Dont resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Dont be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made.
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me I want you to know

(Chorus)

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

Has recently been listening to this song once again after I got my new phone. Really makes you ponder how people would think of you once you've passed on you know? I guess it's a reminder for each and every one of us to do good while we still have the chance to? After all. Why waste time being a dick to others when you only have limited time here? (ADP, 4/6/14)

Why?

Hahaha...

I'm in an eccentric mood today.

Why? When I try to hard to confort someone fromt he bottom of my heart, not to get into their good books or whatever but just try to make them feel better, they doubt my feelings? Am i really such an ass in your eyes? Why do you view me like that? What have I dont wrong to you? Why is it so hard for me to always start in a new enviroment? Why why why?

Can you please at least try to trust me? I swear I am not a bad person. I have a foul mouth. And I say unkind things. But I am a good person. I really really am. Can you not place your judgement on me so quickly please? What have I done wrong? Why do you dislike me so? I am also a fellow human in need of support.

Oh, and happy birthday to Charmaine!! =)
~237

This is just some random picture from the future where I was at zouk in 2014! Anyway I guess as you age it gets harder and harder to trust a fellow human being as we would all tend to attempt to decipher their intentions be it a kind gesture or a certain comment. It's really sad really. I wonder if humans have always been like this or did something change along the way :/ (ADP 4/6/2014)

Studying

EDITED: I only studied for 30 mins today. Not including my 4 hours of tuition..

I shall study for 12 hours. That's my study hours i owe...

GOD PLEASE GIMME GIMME GIMME THE WILLPOWER LA!!!

~237

Despite not studying thst much back then I guess things did turn out for the better as k managed to get into Temasek Polytechnic? Not really looking forward to studying after I ORD though I would much rather find a job with a good boss by pulling some strings with my dad instead but I doubt he'll want me to start working with just a measly diploma,  ah well! I'll just try to enjoy the free time I have left before I finally step into true adulthood! Can't wait for my stupid rear gate duties to be done so I can like go and get some food from the canteen! (ADP, 220514)

Stronger

I want to get stronger.

Yes I do.

I want to get stronger in every aspect. I want to get more knowledgeble, I want to emphatise with people more. I want to become stronger in every every aspect you can ever think of. =)

I want to be stronger so that I can protect my friends, my families and my beloved. I am not lying. Something has happened today that has made me really make up my mind. I want to become stronger. So I can solve problems before it even begins. I can cheer up a person even when all hope seems lost. I want people to be without worries when they are with me. Or even better still, when they know that they have a friend like me. I want to become stronger. I really do.

Thanks to Jordan Tan for all those lame magician tricks weeks ago. You have done a great deed to me unknowingly. Thank you Jordan hiadi!! You rock! =))
~237

It'd been six years since this post and I'd like to believe that I have indeed matured a fair amount since then! The strange thing about being stronger sometimes though is that you realize that the people around you can become your "weaknesses", like if you trust them with a task and it wasn't done well you'll get handicapped one way or another or if they don't know the gravity of a situation and just babble their mouths away you'd get fucked too. It's harder than I thought to cheer someone up as even if I do succeed, it'll probably be temporarily and not actually solving their issues. Can't really remember what tricks Jordan showed me back then but I think it's pretty lame? Ah, memories do fade as you age eh? (ADP, 220514)

1st step

I managed to compile my physics notes from the TYS into a notebook from chapter 1 to 9 (skipped chapter 8 cos i think its no longer in the syllabus.)

Today I'm gonna post about something that will improve my image. =)

I've said this a couple O times, but I never knew where to start from. Now I've finally decided. Hopefully this time it'll last.

I wanna be more gentlemanly. And the first step I'm gonna take is to stop cursing vulgarities. I'll stop scolding any of those at all. Wish me luck on my 1st step to gentlemanhood.
~~~

Today was fun, I plucked off a few strands of Muzakir's leg hairs after he kicked my chair a couple O times along with Haidar LOL!! He was struggling like a mad ass after plucking off a few strands. Waaah I was laughing like crazy can? Zi tao Miss Faisah ask me shut up I still ignore her cos it was seriously too damn funny. She's a good teacher and can take insults. Like how I called her mole face today after she called me pimple face... -.-

Today I did some stupid stuff in class again. I tucked in my shirt until damn high then walked like some bigshot towards Ben's table to help him dispose of an ant cos he was afraid of it. Then I walked back to my seat like a hero. Aiyaa Its hard to describe in words la. If you were there you would be laughing like mad de la.. hard to describe in words... hard to describe in words..

Went to Techview to eat with Nicol, Ben, TianLoke, Leslie, Melvin, Alicia, Bernice and James. Some small girl winked at TianLoke today. She's kinda cute man. Keep on laughing. Sec 1 nia. TIANLOKE CHIONG AH!!!! We now call that girl Winky LOL!

I cant get enough of having fun with all those people in my class LOL. Seriously life's been really really good. If only O levels werent so close I definately would want to fool arond a little more. Darnit.. I'm seriously gonna miss them like hell. I dont mind not being 16 if only I could just spend one more, just one more year with these people. Ironic huh, cos when I first started school I really really wished it would end soon cos I didnt have any friends back then. Sec 4 life is the best time of my life in my four years of education. =))

Good times never last... Shit man. God please stop letting me feel so tired all the time in class.

Oh, for me, shit doesn't count as a vulgarity, doesnt matter what you think. =)

~237

Hahaa guess the whole "gentlemanly outlook" thing still needs a lot of improvement after all these years. I'm still cursing nowadays, not intentionally though! I remember the day I made this post though! It was indeed a fun day! God I miss Muzakir.. The Winky girl later came to be known as Jasmine and I think Nicol is friends with her now? Really miss my secondary school days with 4A :(But at least I know when I become old one day I'd still look back at these silly times and laugh to myself. Life is beautiful! (14/05/14)

Early

I'm home early today too..

Going to have a little nap later and get my ass to chemistry tuition tonight..

Hais..

Today has been really fun. 1 hour recess, 1.5 hours of free period. Truth or dare... blah blah blah. And slacking at english lessons. Mrs Yap is a really good teacher. =))

Sounds to mundane? Well, thats cos I'm too lazy to state down everything here. After school, skipped chemistry remedial cos I was too sleepy, went to eat with Les, Alicia and Val and then went home. =) Here I am now.

Few more days to O levels... Someone I thought who only know how to KaoPeiKaoBu suddenly talk sense to me!? Wow! (You know who you are... =D)

Hope that happy things will happen after the Os as well! =))

~237

Post from the future: Hi, future ADP here. So I just got done with my final prowl of my guard duty on 14 May 2014. Not really worn out but just suddenly had the feels to post something. On my way back from my prowling route I noticed the cornwire(sp?) Surrounding the vehicle shack near our company line and it can't help but bring back the dreadful memories I had when I was doing 4ntm with those first year commanders. Ah young dun ping, in the future you'll come across a certain psycho that goes by the name of Sergeant Aaron, he will make your life hell and indirectly cause you and your future girlfriend to break up. Grit your teeth and hang in there though! Life doesn't end there things do get better! Of course sometimes you do miss her a little but you know it's over and things will never be the same. Its really sad really. Life during secondary school days seem so carefree now. Anyway treasure what you have and never forget the lessons you've learnt during your hard times. Life is indeed a roller coaster ride! 

Break Fast

I broke my com fast after 3 days.. Why? Cos I felt like it. I feel that I'm "fasting" without a reason. And that wont help. This idea is pretty stupid to me anyway now that I think about it.. Like SofiaHear said. Fasting should be done on the neccessities in life. Like food. Computer is not a neccesity.

God Damn It My Spelling Sucks..

Nevermind.. I shall not elaborate. People might this that was an excuse. Know what? Think what you damn like. I dont really care. Say it in my face when I'm in a bad mood and I'll kan you so much till you wish you never knew me.

I realised after joining CHC i've changed alot. I call myself a "lawless" person. But now when I compare it to me back then. This is nothing. I'm now so damn guai can? Hais.. I have some talents that cannot be used anymore cos it'll be seen as a bad thing. Darnit.. this isnt fair.. Why did god gimme such a talent in the first place? Maybe it was Satan who gave me the talent. Nonetheless. Its mine now. =))

These week had been fun. Loved it. Cant remember all those good stuff that happened but it has really been fun. Hope the fun continues. I'm off to take a break today. Maybe i'll continue studying on monday. And I'll do a little of studying on thursday and Friday as well.

Going to watch movie with Mel, Lovell and Yingchuan later on.

I feel so chained by principles now..

An uber random post
~237

I remember in the near future from this post I actually went on an actual food fast for Sofia cos their parents were being real cunts. Can't blame them from trying to protect their daughter from a "bad person" like me huh.. Ah well. Screw whoever ordered hired those cleaners to come clean the building at such a stupid timing. It's fucking noisy over here and I can't sleep nor watch shows cos I can't hear their dialogue despite putting on a earpiece. Cranky as fuck now. Fuck army. (7/5/14)

Colours

Melvin added colours to my mundane everyday schoollife today.

GO GO MELVIN LEONG!!! YOU GOT BALLS! I SUPPORT YOU!!!

Lol shall not elaborate since its not nice to make the other party lao kui online no matter how much i dislike him..

Today I had my retest in english. Mrs Yap is a good person. I thought I would get 0 cos I didnt go for my english retest. Thanks Mrs Yap. =))

I owe someone four ice creams... -.-
~237

Ohh I remember what happened!  Melvin bitchslapped this guy called Ian Lim which I really hated back then for insulting his mother, you go Mel! Sadly Ian didn't retaliate if not I'd had a chance to jump in and get a piece of the action. Ah well good times good times. Hes about to ORD in two weeks! Proud of my Leong Leong! Can't remember who I owed 4 ice creams to though, Ahwell!  (7/5/14, ADP)